Friday, September 16, 2005

   Foxtrot uniform charlie kilo!

HIM... Hah we got a pic happy?

:P Hey guys, Sorry for the no-posting school isnt that bad im even ahead in two classes

Hiei#9:thats shocking for us all *is sitting in chair bound*

HAH HAH, *sarcastic* Today has been interesting, ive been in a pretty good mood, me and my mom pretty much got along the whole day! (Except for my frequent annoyances)
I got her to join DeviantART because she likes poetry and I think they would like her poetry, though her eigo is going to be going through the roof.
Im listening to Foxtrot uniform charlie kilo (Figure it out *smirk*)
Yes... Well I also had her watch some Viva la bam 5 episodes,
she had to watch three episodes because she owed me a bet. heh, I actually begged her to watch one after wards which Fucking confused me why I did it, Hell I was hyper, Tired, In a goofy ass mood leave me alone >__O Well yeah she watched two on her own XD
Hiei#9: Get over it, you didnt grovel to her so your still good... *holds out hand* *star gives him icecream cone*

I have to pay him in icecream to be nice T__T;
lol, anyways... Saturday im going to zacks birthday is this weekend, im seeing if we can go to the thrift store tommarow to get a black suit jacket that I can wear. (I have a grey one I was gonna wear but i decided a black one would be better)
Hm, And I didnt get to go to the MCR concert no money, but for now the CD is good ^^
Everybody in the house has been tense, today is the first day me and my mom were able to get along (which it ended in a joke fight *holds head* ow) in a long time.
*sigh* Well im out of here, I'll get to your sites :D
Hiei#9: *smiles and stretches*

... how did you get untied?

Hiei#9: you just noticed? you gave me ice cream you idiot.

shit.. *wide eyes... clicks 'add post' and runs down stairs*
YOULL NEVER TAKE ME ALIVE DAMN IT!
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Thursday, September 8, 2005

   Lost in Coma and Covered in cake!
Holy hell two posts and no pictures!? Sorry kitties! Photobuckets down and im in a hurry!
Hiei#9: You'll enjoy this... *rolls eyes*
OKAY SOLDIERS LIIIINE UP!
*hiei leaning against wall glaring with legs crosed, Pooka chasing a bug with her tail furiously waving and Sabrina chasing her tail*

.... *sigh* Im in a pretty goofy ass mood today. the cause: I may get to go to the My chemical romance concert!!!! Im very very excited!!
Rick may help me meet them, so im very excited!! But its a himitsu!
No not really, but im to excited to really type!
But if the plan dosnt work out I'll wait by the busses until the Wee hours of the morning!
Heh, Yes...
Im quite excited... Very.. Heh... I may also be going to a HIM Concert in November (Mind you im paying for this because my parents wont let me go alone so Ill probably be paying for Ricks tickit to T__T; ) But hell, He seems to be able to Stand them, Hell I had him listening to Green Day on his own two months before the concert... i caught him singing along to the songs XD that was fucking hillarious.
Im rambling again...
Hiei#9: Ya think? Good gods even your cats are plotting your demise...
*cats are bent over paper with pencil with plan on how to kill me on it*
...
HEH. Ok guys! This probably be the last time you se me for a bit I update quite a bit (or when I can) On Deviant art so you know where to find me. I just started highschool today XD;;
Its hell already and it only started three hours ago
Ladies and Germs im out of here for now ^^
(By the way our new gateway will be arriving.. HOLY HELL! TOMMAROW!? THANK RA!)
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Friday, August 26, 2005

   Hectic (no picture gomen)
Oh hell!? Damn you guys this past week has been HECTIC. o__o First of all, on saturday night... There was a shooting behind my house, i heard the five or six gun shots (by the way i was in the living room drawing and watching anime)
And from then on all was hell cops were everywhere. and the ghetto bird was here 5 times in one night (the ghetto bird is the hellicopter with the spotlight)
Yeah, the man that was shot died about half a block from our house we saw the lights go off.
well on that same night our internet went out. yeah all through our city. so I couldnt tell you guys about it.
The next day out Dell died on us, the memory was shorted. and as mom puts it: it has alzheimers.
So yeah i was out internet for three days until we brought my Compaq upstairs. which is slow as hell but it is the internet.
WELL, not to mention Ashley has been up and just went home today, she kept cuddling and poking, groping my ass, and tickling me. Yea i got annoyed real quick.
I also went to the open house on wensday, nope Kris-chan wasnt there. (If I havent told you, My mom met her mom over the internet, on a pagan club. kris likes anime and such ^.^ and we'll be going to cons together! and her brother is in the came home schooling as I am..!) she wasnt able to come. but oi, it was so fancy o__O
never take me to fancy places i make an idiot of my self.
Hiei#9: *cough*
...
Well free food i met my teachers O__O Oh my dear lord they never stop. I met one of my maybe-teachers (i couldnt remember who my teachers were except for miss. king who i had in 7 grade) well it turns out they were this team. lol theyre friendly and nice and very goofy. lol and miss.king.... lives really close to me. yeah Like a block or two... O__O;

Hiei#9: Hn.... that was amusing. her face looked like a fish.

... *ahem* ALSO. We've been seeing this girl that rick works with a lot, yup. we met her fiance and daughter, pickle-chan (no not her real name, she hung one of my drawings up in her room that i had left there ^//^;;; ). yeah, Jim-san is big on computers and helped us figure out what was wrong with the dell. so we have to buy new memory and all that fun stuff. LOL. he told us we never have to but programs again, he has most of it. O__o;
I got some drawings done, but until i get down to grandpas i cant scan them! DAMN IT!
Hiei#9: *eating ice cream cone* Heh. serves you right. Shoving me into that fence again. *mumbles curses under breath*

*sigh* and on top of that My mom has been pissing me off. *twitch* But she is gone and I am somewhat calm. *shrug* today she didnt piss me off so who knows?

Hiei#9: Thats because they left before you were awake

^__^ Well i believe this is all... hiei#9?

Hiei#9: Yeah yeah, *holds up card* Thanks for reading, now go to hell. *smirk*

HIEI! *rolls eyes and snatches card* you do this on purpose i know you do. Thanks for reading you guys, im really sorry I dont make it to your guys' sites. my life has been hectic. T__T; I know its no excuse.
Ah, ^__~ Ja ne for now
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Sunday, August 14, 2005

   Mischevious ^__~

Me and Rachel ^__~

Yup thats me and rachel, can you figure out whos who?
Give you a hint... Im not pretty XD (lol im the one in the black)
thats my new hair cut XD its actually tied back so it IS longer than that ^^ Oh yes ill answer this... Yes that is pop tabs on rachels necklace i believe she had around 62?

Hiei#9: Geez imagine living with that...

.... *sigh*
WOOT! im quite a mischevious little brat today *mwahaha*
lol,
Im really over the password thing, the person who got in to ash's account.
^__^;; LOL I just dont talk to her anymore. Yup thats right, bitch I may be. but hell, on both her accounts. O__O both of them were online at the same time, wierd. Nope havent talked to either accounts since the last post. :P She'll be back in six days she'll live. Oh yes loves and thank you for all the support through my freaky ass freakout XD yeah i think I'll ust say permenetly offline for now. XP

Hiei#9: Are you sure, that girl obsesses over you.

^^; i know. No im not being self-centered she litterally obsesses calling me her true love who will never love her back. etc... ^^; Eh- i think its just the fact she hasnt seen me in a month.
OHHH!! we finally got some extra money ^__^ So i was able to get the first volume of Fake. ^__^ Dee *snicker* such a perv.. thats a man to look up to.
Hiei#9: *rolls eyes* I need out of this HELL hole.
You?
Oh mom got another book this time on shamanism.
lol. Oh yeah we also saw matthew, megan, and another person we know that works there. ^^; Sad thing is... before we started going there a lot... we had never met anyof these people. lol.
*headbangs* got more HIM songs and listening to SUM41.
LOL my mom her friend, Janie-san (who is a high priestess. yes this will be important later)
DEar lord I dont know why but were plotting my graduation... ITS FOUR YEARS AWAY!
Hiei#9: Suprisingly im siding with your mom... so it could be four, five or six or...
... screw you both.
But yes. its going to be all heartagrams and pentagrams. LOL, also in the invatation i found this picture (*cough* that im going to keep for FOUR *glares at mother and hiei* years)
of Ville and he has his hands down his pants and has the rock symbol. woot!
heh heh... Oh and I have to have daisies there... no i hate daisies, its part of being pagan i guess, it means new beginings. And janie is going to bless it. ^__^ lol.
Hm, OH I think rachel will be coming over tommarow. :P im psyked, I missed her for a while ^///^;
Hiei#9: and she had to annoy me while she was bored...
OH ^__^ Im proud to let you know i nearly got a concusion today XD I was on the phone with rachel and on my skateboard. I flipped backwards and nearly conked my head on a wooden table... with sharp edges... lol I now have a white streak on my floor from the wheels.
Hiei#9: Can we freaking wrap this up.
Uh ok, Uhm... shit i forgot what i was going to say.
Hiei#9: *rolls eyes* typical damn it. See while you all may be enjoying it... highly unlikely. but still. Im stuck in this hell hole.
... to bad... I treat you good Igive you *smirk* sweet snow.
OK! well... its 4:33 in the morning. i want/need sleep. be prous my Draco/Ron fic is nearly done ^__^ (well half) its so friggin OOC. *bang*
LOL, J/K no I hate OOC's. IM fine reading them but damn making them makes me cringe.
lol, I work on it when im tired thats half my problem.
OH... ^__^ WATCH VIVA LA BAM TODAY ON MTV AT 9:30!!
^^
Hiei#9: *holds fingers up to temple* BANG...
... Oh fine...
If you guys read this... Your to good to me. Im going to make it to everyones site! (or at least try :P)
^__~
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Friday, August 12, 2005

   Paranoia is a factor


Ok you guys right now im very high in paranoia.
Someone got in to ashley's e-mail and as sad as it is to say i cant trust talking to her over the internet.
I was joking around and showing some slutty costumes (those adult costumes like the female cops?) I thought it was ashley so i was joking around. She told me thatshe wasnt on last night at least not that part. i really am scared to talk to her.
Im not a very trusting person in the first place and you have no idea how much i had to fight with my self just to put my E-mail up on here.
It really does freak me out, so now im trivia-ing her. do you guys think i should delete her second account until she comes back to ohio? hell should i delete her FIRST account? im not sure which one the person got ahold of. ^^;
I dunno... I know i sound like a moron, but hell i cant help it O__o
*deep breath* OOOOOOK...
I finished yami-loni's birthday drawing ^__^
er- thats about it. im going to be going because i missed the first line of anime on adult swim dont wnna miss the second ^^;
:D
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Wednesday, August 3, 2005

   Your sweet six six six

cute eh? ^____^

whoa where has the time gone? Oh yeah i remember, burning up in this hell hole.
Ive been listening to a lot of HIM, My chemical romance and cradle of filth.
mwahahahaa?

Hiei#9: Idiot.

.... Thank you thank you! *bows* LOL im actually in a pretty good mood, i may hop in the shower and go over to rachels.She wants me to meet her nieghbors who appearently like the same music and pretty much do the same stuff.
Maybe mix things up a little. Im mischevious when im in a good mood... *snicker* hell im always mishevious XP

Hiei#9: No you an idiot. Your always an idiot.

*shrug* what can i say not even you hiei can get me in a bad mood... XD (despite the fact that it is friggin hot as hell)

Hiei#9: >___> Didnt you have something to tell them that your all excited about?

OH YEAH ^____^ i got meh first skateboard the other day! (freebe adn second hand but hell i dont care) I cant go outside and practice and give the neighbors a good laugh... Its far to hot, and im getting sick from the heat in the house let alone outside. (we do have fans and an air conditioner going (A/C in my moms room, Fan and open window in the computer room, Fan and open windows in kitchen and living room.)
BUT anyways i can practice down in my room, Good parts of living in a basement with concrete! ^.^ im just going to move my bed... get rid of that table move those boxes... *writing out plans*

Hiei#9: *rolls eyes* I would also like to point out that she got shonen jump... *throws card that he was reading on floor*

HEY! i just cleaned! *picks it up growling* Yeah i got shonen jump. Mad that YGO was so short!! Hikaru no go was the longest... but eh, i like that to. so *shrug*
OHHH did any body read YYH!?!
That picture of Kurama in the very first pannel had me so sad for him but then i burst out giggling.

Hiei#9: *death glares*

^^; Er- Well i did sympathize it was sad! but i still couldnt stop my self from giggling. ^^; Anyways >__>

Im nearly finished with Yami lonis birthday present. Yup, I hope she'll like it ^__^ The angle was a pain in the arse to draw.

Hiei#9: Cussing... more cussing, mad sounds of erasers. Pathetic.

WEll yeah, I also drew a picture of Ville valo. ^__^ I think its kind of cute and i was thinking of sending it to them. but ^^; Its way out of proportion.... *sigh*

Hiei#9: Like they would look at it anyways. Im sure they would die laughing.

..... your cruel.... and that hurts...
*sigh* meh moms getting on my ass to clean the litterbox, keh ill do it...
Hm... I guess theyres not much else...?
Uh... Moms leaving to pick up ricks friend from work giveing him a ride home...
blah blah blah

*shrug* well guess im gonna wrap this up?
Ja ne!

Hiei#9: Hn, finally
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Friday, July 29, 2005

   They all cheat at cards and the checkers are lost, my cell mates a killer. they make me do push ups in drag!

Makes you never wanna complain about being 'fat' again huh?

LOL. Like the picture? I was told this photo was NOT altered with. thats sickening ne?
*shrug*
Ahem HI everyone! I have some good and bad news. mostly good... and some wierd?
First lets introduce a person who is going to be staying for a while... >_> maybe...

Hiei#9: Hn... Id be glad to go, if you would take this forsaken dog buzzer off!

Aww come on hiei warm up. Anyways, You know you like it here, I give you sweet snow! *mumbles* and is it my fault that i had to put on of those electric fences up?

Hiei#9: Yes. Baka.

...You wanna do it?

Hiei#9: No...

Fine -_- *ahem* I adopted my Hiei clone from Tiggerola and Pyroprincess. If you wish to have one, please go to them. Theyre nice to have around the house.

Hiei#9: Hn... Pawning me off for kicks

Yes, now hush I have two people to thank.
Tiggerola and Inuyasha113, they were the only ones who commented on my last post-

Hiei#9:Can you blame them? Im suprised you had that many!

...No not really, now hush. Thank you Refi-chan. Thats very sweet *hugs* But its fine I know you are really busy most of the time.
*hugs again*

Hiei#9: Hn... This is pathetic. Very pathetic, Get a-

>__> *pushes at electric fence* Dont worry it only shocks him. Dosnt really hurt...
*ahem* while thats happening...
Im sorry I havent been around, I felt bad for it. T__T *hands basket of cookies* Enjoy, I had Hiei cook them :) Theyre quite good.

Hiei#9: *still be shocked*

*pulls him out* Whoops...

Hiei#9: *twitch* BAKA!

*snicker* Gomen Hiei!! Now let me finish and I'll let you... I dunno read manga? What DO you do for fun? I did find these *holds up drawn pictures of kurama* You like to draw?

Hiei#9: 0/////0 those arent mine... Theyre.... Your... parents.

*cocking eyebrow* my parents think kurama is a girl. and why wouild they draw hearts around him?

Hiei#9: *snatches drawings* MAybe you drew them in your sleep. *growls and goes downstairs*

LOL =^.^= kawaii! *ahem* While hes gone... I spent the night at rachels last night, Yup. Not to bad i guess. I'm not actually mad at her any more, Though shes hiding a lot from her parents, Which I dont think she should. ^^; she would be grounded for life. Shes bisexual appearently (And thinks Jessica simpson is hot ^^; ), And dating Danny again.

-__- Ok, i am mad at her for that. He cheated on her for Ra sakes (we think. I wouldnt hold it past him)! But she dosnt listen to anybody, nope.
*sigh* *shrug* Either way. If her parents knew that she was dating Danny. Oh Ra o__o
Gah, but i guess I cant blame her for ebign a little *ahem* afraid to tell her mom that shes bi. Shes catholic, and her mom shit we she figured out I was bisexual and Pagan. now her daughters bi ^^; (I should also mention that no I dont have a crush on her anymore I realised some things, that just wouldnt work. so lol.)
*sigh* But Deep down i wonder if its because all her friends are. except for Zack.
Who i saw today! ^__^

Hiei#9: *walks in* not this story again...

Yes this again. Anyways, Zack saw my hair. I think he liked it, but im not sure he likes girls with long hair, saying they always look better with long hair. XD
But he seemed to think it was ok, so *shrug*

Hiei#9: *cocks eyebrow* is theyre anyhting your not telling us?

... *glares* I think the fence is waiting again.

Hiei#9: just questioning.

Hn. Anyways, He was in georgia and virginia. (*GASP* GOOD CHARLOTETE IN VIRGINIA! MUST GO! yes i missed them in ohio T__T BILLY!!) his hair is now blonde (on the top) and it was spiked XD Very sexy.
O//O
Hiei#9: I knew it, you still have feelings for him.

>__>; Uh... *ahem* ANYWAYS *eats diner* Rick is looking for another job. Yup, Theyre pissing him off they did something to his check that they werent explaining (i dont even think they knew what was going on -_-; ) But yeah. oh yeah i didnt tell you did I? After that mishap of being laid off, his boss decided not to, becaus ehe does a lot for the company.
Yeah. lol
Hm,I want to write lyrics to a song that deeply reminds me of myself... yes lyrics...

Remember when you ran away and I got on my knees and begged you not to
leave because I'd go berserk?? Well...
You left me anyhow and then the days got worse and worse and now you see
I've gone completely out of my mind.. And..
They're coming to take me away, ha-haaa!!
They're coming to take me away, ho-ho, hee-hee, ha-haaa
To the funny farm. Where life is beautiful all the time and I'll be
happy to see those nice young men in their clean white coats and they're
coming to take me away, ha-haaa!!!!!

You thought it was a joke and so you laughed, you laughed when I had said
that loosing you would make me flip my lid.. RIGHT???
I know you laughed, I heard you laugh, you laughed you laughed and
laughed and then you left, but now you know I'm utterly mad... And..


They're coming to take me away, ha-haaa,
They're coming to take me away, ho-ho, hee-hee, ha-haaa.
To the happy home. With trees and flowers and chirping birds and basket
weavers who sit and smile and twiddle their thumbs and toes and they're
coming to take me away, ha-haaa!!!

I cooked your food, I cleaned your house, and this is how you pay me back
for all my kind unselfish loving deeds.. Huh??
Well you just wait, they'll find you yet and when they do they'll put you
in the ASPCA, you mangy mutt!!! And...

They're coming to take me away, ha-haaa.
They're coming to take me away, ho-ho, hee-hee, ha-haaa.
To the funny farm, where life is beautiful all the time and I'll be happy
to see those nice young men in their clean white coats and they're coming
to take me away, ha-haaa!!!
To the happy home, with trees and flowers and chirping birds and basket
weavers who sit and smile and twiddle their thumbs and toes and they're
coming to take me away, ha-haa!!!
To the funny farm, where life is beautiful all the time... (fade out)

It's called Theyre coming to take me away Ha-Haa!
Im not sure who its by but. I like it lol.
*looks at hiei*
Hiei#9: Im not saying anything.

*smrik* Oh but last night me and rachel determind something while watching holiday...
Yes green day for haloween we want to be: 'billie and the bunnies' I GET TO BE BILLIE AND MY FRIENDS GET TO BE MY BUNNIES! lol, yes im going to ask zack if he'll be one of my bunnies to. lo yup. Im not nuts. HA-HAA!
Ok... uh, i believe thats it? OH duh! i finished school nad PASSED! IM A BIG BAD HIGHSCHOOLER! (in the words of my mom) Yes! i got 3 A's and a D in summer schol and my final grades were D's and an F in science AIEE!!! lol im very happy, And im wearing my samurai deeper kyo shirt now XD
*ahem* well now i can go.
Hiei#9: finally no body wants to listen to your rambles. pathetic *shakes head*

will you finish it up for me? Please? Im eating.

Hiei#9: *twitch* no. Put the damned fork down and type.

*twitch* fine. Thanks for reading all, I know The lyrics made it a little longer if it wasnt all ready long! I'll make it to your sites tonight ^__~ yup. loves ya!
Ja ne!


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Friday, July 22, 2005

   Dont worry 'bout a thing

An old bishie but still a fav ^__^ ZELGADIS!

Nope, its different now. im not sad (ok a little stressed but) Im in a pretty damn good mood.
despite my *ahem* depressing music *switches to green day king for a day*
hee hee. For an idiot who dosnt have her school work done and has no want to do it and with school ending tommarow im pretty happy XP
*ahem*
ok, updates: Im not so mad at Rachel still upset that she had done that, really havent had the chance to talk to her about it.
But im not dissapointed this happens. She is hinting on *ahem* that crush, when ever we get on the subject of... love... or dating or anything as that. I have not and will not admit it to her. Though if she reads this (highly unlikely shes never on) i will be... well... not embaressed...not angry... not.. you get the point.
BUt she did meet me there saying she felt really bad for bailing on me and asked if i was still amd. i said no (I was, but i didnt want to hurt her she seamed like she was having a good time and had something on her mind) but yeah later she hada break down about danny. i dont know if i told you or not but that scum had a girlfriend! yup, he used rachel. I hate that dick, im glad i never trusted his drug-using ass!
*ahem* so im a little overprotective...
But on that, the guy we know there was harry!!! i hugged him and scarred him (saying "im going to kidnap him and lock him in my room for ever!" usually does the trick... he ran from me o_o) (also he has a picture with him and THE don vito! (you know viva la bam?) that means bam may have been close by! now i must bug the shit out matthew to get the information *cackle*)
Well yeah i had fun... hundreds of people 0_0 but fun none the less... though i was so pissed because we went to wal*mart after wards... a huge thing of books. NO line... cheaper... angry... *twitch* (and these friggin guys kept checking my ass out whispering "look at her ass! nice ass!!" *twitch twitch*)
*ahem* book news:
Im on chapter 20 i believe in harry potter. i know im behind. Sad aint it? I really must get reading, but i will finish soon, i really must do school work.
Hn... songs....songs....
Im looking for songs...
........
Oh, you remember my aunt moving to florida? well, she had given me sims2... I like the game it takes getting used to but i like it.
I made a guy (real dark guy. black lip stick black shaggy hair pale skin black trench coast pants and shit.) on there named eric, very hot... (I dont want any comments) and a guy that looks like a weasly (named calic)... blue jeans... and those god aweful shirts from abercrombe (sp? ah hell do i care?)
Yeah... theyre now married... and have a baby boy named kaze.
Oh god... ive done the unthinkable...
Ive downloaded a jessica simpson song (these boots were made for walking)
kill me now... please...
*shrug* what can i say... that is the ONLY song i HAVE EVER liked of hers... EVER.... and i highly doubt i ever will like another one. only because its the dukes of hazzard... yeah...
Ah shut it -___-
*ahem* i have become highly obsessed with a manga called the tarot card cafe.
I even have my mom reading it. yup.
Oh speaking of her, we all got in another fight the other day. Yelling... more yelling... nearly got hit... blah... i bit myself and it still hurts...
I was pissed upset and i was on the verge of friggin tears so i bit myself... I hate to admit it but i did cry, I hardly ever cry, and when i stopped my head was pounding... Hn... Ill never admit to that again, so savor it.
Im still mad at them of course hardly a time goes by when im not. But i do owe them i suppose They bought me some cool pants from the thrift store some to cut up. and cool pair of pant/shorts (you know those ones you can disconnect with a zipper?) that are bright orange... Looks like something hikaru would wear XD BUt they also bought an anime called Kyo... yeah... looked cool so it wil be my reward if i pass summer school... and colored pencils o__o i will have oh so many colored pencils (72 pack o_O mom said if she catches the ground, she will mutilate me)
*ahem* i really must get to school. its 6.30 in the morning, and im very tired. but sleep is not an option unfortunatly.
Ah but sleep is for the weak (*gets pelted by normal people who sleep on a normal basis*)
XP
Ja ne for now! (oh i should have a pic with my short hair soon! and youll get to see sabrina!)

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Friday, July 15, 2005

   Bad news... and good news

MY PRECIOUS!

lol, well i have some good news bad news and pissed news.

Bad first.
Rick got laid off. Yup so as of next week we have no income.
But I think they said he has lineups. So yeah. They lost a contract and now hes laid off.
Rick does Security by the way, and Contracts are properties that they well... secure...
Pissed next.
Im going to the Midnight opening of The 6th Harry potter book, well 2 months ago when we reserved the book i asked Rachel if she wanted to come with me. She said yes, then britt asked her to go to media play to. She said yes (I was alright with that cause we could meet up) than she promised betty that she would go with her to barns & noble. Im so pissed at her, she does this all the time. I dont care about bad memory, she broke promises to me and britt. I asked her why and she told me 'oh cuz i promised a month ago' so basically she blew me and britt off twice. And I swear, It pisses me off, SHE pisses me off.
She only calls when she wants something (As you can tell shes really really loosing her attraction. so my crush has withered) or is bored. and it PISSES me off. i hate it when people do that, and shes always blowing me off for britt or betty When i tell her she just says: oh sorry. V__V arg. I dont have many good friends. u_u Well i have you guys, you guys are great and i should be thankful I have you.
Good news:
Im going to the HP6 book release tonight at media play *dance* SO yeah. im gonna go with my mom and im going to wear my vampire cape XD OH and i got my hair cut (Yeah thats another thing. I really wanted to show Rachel my hair) I was gonig to get it died but yeah.
Ill get a picture of it when i can. i like it.
Though its not enough that im flat chested (B XP) and wear baggy clothes now i have short hair (i used to have hair down to my lower back)
i got called sir today o_oah but its kind of cool... but...strange... my own fault. i wear baggy clothes, and i chose the hair style
lol, oh yeah all my hair went to locks of love (a program where young kids with out money who have diseases can get wigs)
So yeah. lol.
WEll you guys can ask me something cuz i really need to finish my shcool work!
Suprisingly im not depressed, a little (a lot) mad at rachel, but hell.
One thing is a little sad V__V I had 20 dollars to spend on manga (well 10) but now that ricks laid off i offered not to buy anything and give the extra money to them V__V *sigh* oh well. We need other things than manga.
Well ja ne loves.
And go to heather-samas(Yaoishoujo) site shes back and has some cool storys from anime expo!! XP

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

   Your love is a razorblade kiss

I think with all the advertising I do for them they could at least let me meet them X3 lol

Well no one asked me any questions so we'll skip that XP
We didn’t go to media play but were going today because we made some extra money. So that’s cool, I’m going to see if I can get interview with the vampire and a manga. *shrug*
I’m listening to Gackt, hee hee I spend to much time downloading music X3
*Ahem*
today my Grandpa came up and got his new TV from my Aunt bonnie (She’s moving to Florida and cant take it down there with her, and she couldn’t find anyone to buy it so he did to help her out) It’s Huge. And is heavy to O_o (we had it in the truck with out a tarp and it started raining! Talk about luck =_=) lol Well anyways. We get his other big screen. ^^;
Well hell, Grandpa has the money for it, he was helping someone out and we get a TV out of it! lol

Im happy todays been...strange? well other than the fact im sleep deprived, i did get to go down home. and for the most part i had an alright day.
Still i have a lot on my mind and its odd to think of iy, it dosnt hurt. but... dosnt feel good ^^;
lol. Ah maybe i just need sleep. but school work must be done.
*sigh* I feel often it will never get done, and i just got another big wave of depression >__> this happens to much. V_V
My DA site is becoming a little more popular which is mkaing me happy... but my scanner is not wanting to work... *twitch* im so pissed because i have some scraps to put up.
Oh and i wish i had a camera, yesterday morning i drew ALLOVER my legs and arm. Drawings, deisgns. words (I.E.. Bam margera (with a heart) Ville valo 9heart) Pooke is love Sabrina (meh new cat) is kawaii love, Dir en grey, Malice mizer, Gackt... etc) my left one had a quote from lestat and my arms had 'stitches' all over them. XP
but i washed them off before i had a camera. lol
Oh and before i forget. Sabrina is so KAWAII!!! shes pure black with green/brown eyes. (i didnt name her mind you we got her from my cousin.) But i think if i give her a middle name it will be... Chaos... I love that name.
Im reading a Seto X Jou fan fic, listening to flow-go fighting dreamers (naruto theme) and about to get pop... hah im amused. lol
Ok QOTD: What is your favorite Yaoi or Yuri coupling? (Or shounen-ai or shoujo-ai) (or other couples)
Hm. To many really for Yaoi, Mostly Jou and Seto. Yami and Yugi... Kyo and Yuki (furuba) WHAT? i think its cute X3 lol
Hm, I really dont have a favorite Yuri... I really dont have one honestly *shrug*

Hm, wellim tired and i REALLY want to draw (major inspiration and some motization FINALLY!) so c-ya loves ^^ (hope this wasnt to long 0_0)
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