Monday, May 30, 2005

   Listen up man and ill tell you who i am: just another stupid american

Ashley dancing in front of my old school.

Well hi. lol XP i went to rachels birthday. i met her boyfriend. quite frankly i didnt like him. there were other who didnt like him either so im not alone. i learned hes an asshole (hah we did get in to a fight. we were yelling i got pissed and me and zack went walking) and i learned hes a homophobe. now you all knowing that im Bi (and i absolutly LOVE yaoi) that didnt roll over to well with me.
Well a lot of shit happened that werent good. it resalted in rachel crying, danny storming out, people yelling at him, and me getting to hold rachel X3 i was nice i wasnt (as she puts it) incensitive! heh heh. but it was all settled out. (and many people STILL werent very happy)
BUT before all that started we did have a good time, with water fights and one good thing that danny did was throw cake in her hair. he aimed for her face but she seems to have this bad luck at turning her head at that certain angles (it also happens with basketballs, phones, remotes, magazenes, dvd cases... we live a violent friendship lol) well that resulted in him being screamed at. heh heh heh, twas funny. we had it all on tape to XD they also put danny and mikey (another guy that was there) in black make up (lip stick eye liner and stuff like that)
heh heh heh. funny, truly.
Also they thought me and zack were dating again and they thought they saw us kiss (we were spending a lot of time alone. and we were going down the street where a couch XD that was funny) i had to laugh, i can have hopes ^__~ yeah i still like him, but it wouldnt bug me if we didnt date again. *shrug*
heh heh heh ANYWAYS...
I read vol. 1 and 2 of fruits basket last night. awesome manga. i love kyo and yuki ^^ theyre funny and are really cute! (friends: YEAH WE KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN BY CUTE! me: *throws rmotes dvds basket ball at them* like a said violent friend ship ^__^) but i must say i do like it. and tohru is funny.
heh. Ill probably be going down home this weekend if i can. AShley says shes out of it and needs to get away, and she says it helps when im around her. so why not? *shrug*
well not much other than that i did post a drawing on deviantART. go look and enjoy kiddies.

***WHAT GOOD CHARLOTTE SONG ARE YOU MOST LIKE!?***
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ha ha i love that song, kick ass im little things (theyre first album)
take the quiz and see which one you are thats your QOTD!
so which one were ya? (come on even if you dont ilke them! [*gasp*] for fun heh.)
Well im off of here. seraphi is back! go and wish her a welcome back foolish mortals!
well gotta go ^__~ see ya!
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Friday, May 27, 2005

   OK i htink ive decided...

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Simple plan...i think after this no more videos since theyre not loading for anyone.

Im not in the greatest mood today, Me and rachel got in a fight. and im not to happy, she bitched at me for calling her and danny pathetic idiots.
dont think im a bitch for it, im really sick of hearing about him. everything that comes out of her mouth is 'I LOVE DANNY! I LOVE DANNY!' its quite frankly annoying, because thats all she ever says. and quite frankly it is pathetic.
Ah, maybe im just being a bitch, i dont know. but she takes life to seriously (it was actually meant to be a joke but she cant take anything as a joke) maybe im just jealous? Feh.
But oh well, were talking again. her birthday party is this saturday (hers is 6 days after mine. yup thats right were the same age for 6 whole days)
And she knows im oging to be (as she puts it) anti-social. hah, i love it. im not really a party person. I dunno, i love hanging with my friends and all. but *shrug*
Shes just to damn cute to hate. shes stupid and ill say that with whole hearted pride, but shes cute ^__~ (aww who can resist her. weve been in many arguments mind you, lol weve worked our way through so im just venting right now)
ANYWAYS! hee hee hee other than that im pretty silly. i feel a little intoxicated, My mom gave me some wine XP tasteh. i had strawberry wine. ^^;

And we are also currently down loading some songs (it was my birthday gift from my aunt 15 dollars worth of downloads on walmart.com [AGHHH NO MCR!]lol)
heres the songs:
Mr. brightside - the killers
In to deep- Sum 41
When all is said and done- Trapt
On the road again- Willie nelson (dont ask XP)
East coast anthem- Good charlotte (one of theyre very first songs)
Just a girl- Gwen stifanni
Grow up- Simple plan
Welcome to my life- Simple plan
Beverly hills- Weezer
Some beach- Blake shelton
'Merican-Decendants
Over the rainbow- Frank sinatra
Me against the world- Simple plan
My give a damns busted- Jo De messina
B.Y.O.B-system of a down
Smells like teen spirit- Nirvana

ha ha they rock XP my mom wanted over the rainbow (and i like frank sinatra... i told mom that and she nearly died of shock) andd she also wanted on the road again (thats right the song donkey sings)
Ah well. XP

Hm, also on to my title, how about an inuyasha summer theme? (dont worry heather-sama ill get some in the next layout or maybe ill sneak some in ^__~)
up to y'all!
(*singing along to 'Merican [get it! it ROCKS! but its short T__T] ;p )
Hm, well.... i think im gonna get off here, go read my Anne frank book, listen to my new CD (*singing along to MR. brightside*)
HA HA i cheated i put a 'Bad luck' song on there ^^ (any gravitation fans knows what im talking about)
YAY RAGE BEAT!
lol XD im a dork.
oh well QOTD: 'What kind of movies do you like?'
ha ha, well anime is a given. but i also love horror, action, comedy, AND i LOOOOVVVVEEE vampire movies!!! oi theyre FRIGGIn awesome!
ha ha ^^
ok now im outta here,
Later
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

   ok day

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BRAD!!!! i love brad paisly. now i wonder how many of you just started hissing? (please tell me if this dosent come up)

Well it seems that we have a mix of yaoi and inuyasha. (or a mix of the two) so how many of oyu just picked up weapons? HA HA XD
jk jk. well im still ont sure, but if you have any more layout ideas dont hesitate to tell me!

Well, it was an alright day. i havent really done much other than be on the computer. i was right though i slept in till nearly 3. ok 2 but i layed in bed for about an hour XD
lol im such a bum.
i didnt really get much school work done last night to my dismay, so im making up for it (or at least trying) today. so i was currently working on school work. i just look SO FOWARD to summer school. take this in to advise kiddies, dont procrastinate. unless you enjoy summer school... then your a freak.
i learned something very interesting just now. my ears are still pierced! now allow me to explain, i havent wore ear ring in about a year or two. lol random information. another part is i might get my tragus pierced. well im wanting to (your tragus is the tiny piece of skin in you ear) i havent really decided but i think it looks awesome XP
ha ha, along with the tattoo i might get when im 15 (maybe still deciding on that, but if i do it will be 1. the elric brothers sumbol from FMA 2. the triforce) im going to have my whole family reunion. *snicker* oh well ^__^

lol i got in trouble this morning for not taking out the garbage. at the moment i was to tired to care. later in the day when she was playing harvest moon a wonderful life. when her son was playing with his ball in the game she said something very perverted while i was drinking pop. i couldnt help my self from laughing, the result.... a soaked felix (My T-shirt) she said that was my punishment. then we cracked up laughing.
hm, well i guess im all out of what to say. lol XD ohh heres my stats by the way:
Total Visits 714
Popularity Ranking # 998
ha ha im finally out of the thousands ^__^ yay!! and i hit the 700 marker ^___~
ARIGATOU! lol
QOTD: do you have any piercings or tattoos? if so how many?
well no tattoos yet, but i do have my ears pierced (just the lobes)
ha ha thats it ^___^ im outta here.
love and peace!
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

   to F*cking giddy!

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SUM 41!!! WOOT!!!! something me and my friends would do. lol XD

im so frickin giddy right now. im really happy that heather-sama is in a happy mood. ^___^ thats awesome! lol.
hm, but im currently listening to the hell song (see video at top) and have grown a fetish with people dancing at funerals. (lol, ive been watch MCR's helena a lot)
before i forget (forgive me im scatter brained) thank you SOOO much for all the well wishes!!! i appreciate them! (and tommarow i shall wear my new inuyasha shirt with a fresh coat of black nail polish lol XP)
*ahem* back on the matter at hand, im also doing school work >_> at 2: 35 a.m.... lol ill be sleeping in all day tommarow. ha funny thing is mom dosent care as long as its school work! heh go sleeping in till 3.
*ahem* (sorry as ive said im like this when im giddy and hyper)
oh yea rick sprained his ankle the other day at work. so hes kind of been a pain in the ass, but i understand that he has to work with a sprained ankle (hes a security officer, and he has to walk A LOT!) and hes always had ankle problem since he was a little kid. *shrug*
hm, my mom got me a metal book mark with kanji on it. (damn you konw she got the Inuyasha T-shirt and book mark right under my nose? seriously i was with her)
*sweatdrop* oh well.
lol.
Hm, im thinking about changing my layout. what do y'all think? hm? what kind of layout *pondering*
oh i finshed another drawing! yay ^___^
i started one of my friends (its mostly a joke drawing they look like crap XP) sad i only have 4 people in that picture. sad aint it? V___V *sigh* oh well ^^
im going to see if we can visit my aunt and uncle some time. my mom visited them a few months back (they used to live in new jersey but my uncle retired from the military so now they live in god ol' ohio. it hell) but appearently my cousin jeremy is quite the artist (which isnt shocking he was talented when ilast saw him [i was 7 or 8 and he was 11 or 12] he was really good at drawing cartoons)
but appearently he has an amazing drawing of jimi hendrix. i was in shock, my cousin just didnt seem the type to even know who jimi hendrix is. (and for those who dont... SHAME! *hiss* GO DO YOUR ROCK RESEARCH NOW MISSY!/MISTER!)
LOL, now that ive rambled on long enogh about my family.
heh. i need to be getting back to my school work (im sure half of you just keeled over) so QOTD and im outta here!
QOTD: what kind of layout do oyu want to see?
well see you later loves ^__~

yummy ^^
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Sunday, May 22, 2005

   happy birthday to meh!
LOL! yup thats right its my 14th birthday!! lol. im so happy i lived this long! lol im suprised i havent been killed yet ^^; ( i feel so loved)
ha ha, my mom made my an album ofa whole bunch of pictures of me as a kid with my family. i love it so much! (it meant a lot to me) adn were making a cake today! ^___^ yay!!! oh i also got 7 & 8 of gravitation from rachel *hugs her* i love her so much. i was so thankful ^___^

this next picture is of me..........................................................................
are you ready?
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warning: nudity!
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wasnt what you were expecting ne? this is me as a kid in my grandpas boots! (ha i have no shame)

lol!!
anyways!
the graduation party was a lot of fun. (as hard as it is to admit) ha mom said i was getting checked out by this one guy that was there. he was cute. (he was my moms friends son) hes 15.
ha but i didnt takl to him much. im plotting to going to his brothers graduation next year XP
im such adork.
ha,
hm... i really dont have much to say.
oh yes the anime thing at media paly. very fun ^___^
we ate and tlaked mostly, they were showing record of the lodoss war (i think thats what its called) i didnt really get in to it but it looked cool. (i might check it out when im alone and not in a store)
ha we also were told to take anything we wanted for freebies. i got 2 scrapped + princess shirts (XD), somemega man wraping paper (mostly because i do believe jims birthday is coming up and he loves megaman), Rachel got a DVD, i got a patch, a shonen jump GN holder, a few manga prieview books, 3 posters (on one side it has spiral and the other FMA), a dvd preview. and Ra knows what else.
HA i loved all of it =3
lol Q.O.T.D: 'what are you wearing... right now?'
ha im wearing my scrapped princess shirt (i havent even seen it or read it XP but i want to!) and my black and red 'bondage' pants.

Well im gonna go all *hugs* love ya!
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Friday, May 20, 2005

   More pictures!

what do ya know? Rick getting mauled by coons. XD

ha ha ok he's not really getting mauled by them, we were actually playing. arent they such sweeties!? they were my cousins 'pets' (theyre mother died in an accident... a tree squished her)


Hah me with coons! i love going out there thats my great aunts oldplace, i love it out there. its beatuful in the middle of no where (seriously its in a REALLY small town! and it only has two radio stations that will really some in. an oldies and country.)


This is random. this was actually at my grandpas train reuinion 2 years ago! i love going there, free food, old stories, it all really fun. that was the first year those guys showed up. they were really good!
well thats all the pics for today i got tired of scanning! i might show some of my home town on my next post. You'll finally learn the name of where i come from.
ah im such a dork (currently on a sugar buzz)
ha anyways.
to questions!
Black wings: If you had to an animal trait what would you hate to have?

Hm.... i like this one *points to word hate* lets see... Not being able to move very fast (like a sloth) I love to be able to move freely! (plus its the only one i can currently think of.) lol.

Panda: What is your best feature?

lets see. WEll my personality is good =3 no really it is. IT IS! dont believe my friends... they lie.... hee hee *twitch*
well in physcial, my hair i guess? im always getting copmliments and getting bitched at for telling them im cutting it *sweatdrop*

Ha ha on to other news... well not much has happened. im getting more into deviant art. getting more in to school work. and im reading 3 books at one time. (harry potter 3, lawless, and anne frank)
OH and tommarow Misty and me are going to this anime gathering at media play. PLUS im getting manga (or if i find some cheap anime XP ) i get nearly 20 bucks. so im not complaining.
Hm, lets see i also talked to josh the other day. that was cool, i havent seen him in forever because of his psyco religious mom. (who thinks because im a girl i sohuldnt talk to him... and she wonders why one of sons is gay)
but oh well on that.
Hm, not much to say i guess.
Q.O.T.d then!
'Do you like to read? (manga dosent count either!)' (how simple?)
hah i LOVE to read!! i love curling up with a good book!!
well im off of here ^______^
ja ne
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Monday, May 16, 2005

   pictures!

yay! pictures finally! this here is way back in november (along with all the pictures! ha ha this us being goofy!!! ^___^ we were left home alone and, the result? this. lol, ok the dude with the question mark was josh-kuns friend. i dont remember his name nor do i remember him that well (he was just there for the hell of it)

tis Misty and Pooka ^___^ (oh by the way for your info: betty dumped a whole bunch of water on her which is why shes wearing that XP )

ROFL! ok forgive me Misty... i couldnt help it *rofl* i caught her off guard and snapped this. shes gunna kill me for posting it. ^_^

here we are all outside in front of josh-kuns 1957 car. ^___^ we all loved that thing but shortly after it broke down and started falling apart 0_o
ha ha ^__^ that all the pics i have for now more tommarow ^___^ (oh by the way that was at our old house our new house is a lot cleaner, but we had 5 teenagers home alone. duh its messy)

anyways, lol. Hm, i havent really done much as of lately. my mom has an interview with hyatt tommarow (a hotel) so i wish her the best of luck! ha ha ^__^
hm, tommarow we shall be going shopping for manga!!!! yay ^^ oh we also got raman and pocky today. duuude they have a new box for teh strawberry pocky!!!
ha ha so i am happy ^___^
lol.
im in a rally giddy mood right now... dont know why. *shrug*
oh yes. we also visited donna today *shiver* agh i hate that woman (oh for you that dont know donna is ricks mother)
Goddess do i hate her. But oh well. for the most part it was alright.
XP i scared her with my new anime insider which had women in skimpy clothes (this woman is 50 something years old and is afraid to say the word sex 0_o ) ha ha she got freaked out but didnt say any ting XD i love doing that.
hee hee. oh and for my birthday i might get to go down to virginia with my grandpa and donna (see i dont claim her) ^^ (god... over 8 hours of donna *twitch* )
oh and dont think im being cruel over half my family dosent like her, im the only one (as far as i know) that hates her. Its hard being evil. but evils what i be ^^
lol anyways. I do believe zack-kun got his temps ^__^
ok if you come to ohio... well just dont. STAY OFF THE STREETS EVERYONE!
lol XP hes actually not to bad. ive ridden with him once.
Q.O.T.D: .... ok give me something to work with people. lol that means ask me questions. i love hearing you guys rack your brains for questions ^_____^
Ja ne for now all ^^

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

   its hard being evil. but evils what i be.

damn XP thats just awesome. ha ha (my mom got this from her E-mail) DUUDE!!! thats not fair where i come from we had the 'candy cops' (they had theyre cars painted liikke candy canes 0_o)
well a lot to say.... well sort of. starting out... THE CONCERT ROCKED!!! oh geez i had so much friggin fun!! OI!! billie humped the stage and flashed us ^___^ boy was i screaming. "WOOOT!" ha ha! ^__^ (but at the end i started getting dizzy and the words on the screen [ha ha they were singing we are the champions] started blurring together so i had to sit down T__T )
ha ha the friend i met up with is supposed to E-mail me some pictures from the concert so you'll get to see them WoOtZ!!!
ha ha ^^
oh by the way getting the kind of depressing part by... the girl i like has a boyfriend T_______T she started dating him on friday. i was really bummed out but i guess its my own fault for not telling the feelings ive had for about 5 months now? ha ha pathetic i know. oh well i hope shes happy with him. i hear hes cute to ^O^ (ha ha she always seems to go for the jackass dorks)
on to other things...
WOOT! i just found some awesome yaoi sites =3 hee hee.
Ha Ha anyways. Im in a pretty good mood today. suprisingly, becuase i was woken up to hear my mother bitching about every little thing. but shes (somewhat) calm now so heh. ^__^
anyways.
Q.O.T.D: Whats your favorite song(s)
ha ha well i have a lot of favorites songs. but to spare you i will only name off the one i listen to the most: 'full on' by samiam. its an awesome song =3
Well im afraid i must get back to reading fan fictions, listening to full on and school work T____T
JA NE!
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Wednesday, May 4, 2005

   HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAOISHOUJO!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEATHER-SAMA!!

ha ha ^__^ well i would like to wish my good friend Yaoishoujo a wonderful birthday!!! i hope you recieve your birthday wishes girl!! visit her site and wish her a happy birthday!! ^___^

Well i havent done much today, i got up pretty early. i read some of my anne frank diary. I was watching VH1 and they showed a chemercial where 51% of teenagers dont even know about the haloucaust. and that is pathetic. one guy even said: "the haulocaust? i know it happened a long time ago- we need to move on, this is now not the 18th century" boy i wanted to slap him.
*sigh* now that my frustration has somewhat passed. oh i sohuld update on the cell phone matter. he never found it, and once the contract is up were giving them back. OI! what a dope. *rolls eyes* oh well i dont use one often much anyways (its split between my parent and grandpa)
ha ha i cant wait. THE GREEN DAY CONCERT IS TOMMAROW!!! oi im so excited! ashley is coming up tommarow and rachel. so ashley gets to skip 1 and a half days of school and rachel might get to miss one. *shrug*ha ha but We'll be taking pictures so ill have them up on deviantART so look out for them ^__^
Hm ha ha im listening to 'Rough and Ready' by Trace adkins. WOOT! i would LOVE to go to one of his concerts!!
ha ha cuz im a dork heres the lyrics to 'rough and ready' :

' Mudgrips, white-tip, cigar stickin out of my face, earnhart racing sticker, on the window banged up finder, four by four, straight pipe roar, primer and rust, all over the door, scared up knuckles, mack belt buckle. White t-shirt aint afraid to work, got a "what-are you-looking-at-asshole" smirk.
chorus: cold beer, hot wings, wranglers, skoal ring, get just what you see, gun rack, ball cap dont take no crap, aint a pretty boy toy, ill rock you steady. rough and ready!
Work boots, one blue suit size to small dont wear it at all, unless sombody kicks, gets hitched, thats a bitch that makes me itch. up with the sun off on the run makin money money cause i wanna have fun. five o clock whistle off like a missle got a hate date girl named kate, thinks im cool cuz i shoot straight. aint one thing about her fake shes long and tall and she goes great with cold beer, hot wings, wranglers, skoal ring, get just what you see, gun rack, ball cap dont take no crap, aint a pretty boy toy, ill rock you steady. rough and ready!
rough and ready baby! (ahhh heres johnny! oh there you go gordo! i aint ever heard of any thing like that) well you are who you are and thats all right with me, well i am who i am and thats all i can be! cold beer, hot wings, wranglers, skoal ring, get just what you see, gun rack, ball cap dont take no crap, aint a pretty boy toy, ill rock you steady. rough and ready! rough and ready! rough and ready baby!!! (ahh thats me and my buddies, we say 'hey! watch this!' well that didnt turn out to good... you ok? what you lookin at? yeah thats a real gun in that gun rack, no i dont have a apermits liscence? you got a permit to ask stupid questinos like that? you'll get hurt boy!)'

ha ha ^__^ i cant help it i love that song. look it up, i command you. Well Y'all im off but first the question of the day: 'whens your birthday?' (in honor of heather-sama (yoaishoujo)!!)
Mine is may 22. ha ha coming up in aobut 2 1/2 weeks ^__^
Well yoou guys. im off. Be sure to stop by Heather-samas site!

ha ha i cant help it. ^__^ he kicks ass! (along iwth brad paisly and many others but we wont go there)
ja ne!
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Monday, May 2, 2005

   Pissed off but kinda happy

wolfwood.
Right now im SOOOOO PISSED!!! Rick is such a dumbass! He went to the junkyard today, and dumbshit LOST HIS CELLPHONE!!!!! my mom and i are SOOO pissed!! So pretty much, we will be paying for 3 phones and only have 2. im SOOOOO FRIGGIN MAD RIGHT NOW!
He's 32 GOING ON 3! so now theyre fighting im pissed, and wow. ultimatly im a little more happy than i should be ill admit... but still ><
on other interesting news. one more person and i will be up to 666 visits!! yup ^__^ so we had a devilish priest for a picture *snicker* OH and i have a chance at passing this year!! if i work my ass off i can get a D or C average and pass!!! MUAHAHAHHAA!!!! so go figure im happy but pissed. lol!!
Q.O.D: 'what are you wearing right now?'
ha ha thats so old. oh well, im wearing blue jean shorts a green shirt that says: 'pinch this' across the boobs. (ha ha i love this shirt, when i first got it i didnt notice where it was... dur, its a saint pattys day shirt)
and thats it. my nails are wearing black finger nail polish to. ha ha XP
OK! before i forget, im reading anne frank ^__^ ha ha its for school. so *shrug* it scares me that she looks kind of like Misty. and thats just freaky. she didnt get that when i told her, i had to laugh. lol. well im off to work my ass off!! ^__^
Ja ne!
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