Sunday, May 1, 2005

   In memory of hughes...

hughes.

ok first off this post is in memory of hughes T___T he was one of my favorites on FMA... poor hughes.... you'll never be forgoten... (it was so sad T__T it had me close to tears)

ok now, i had so much fun at the anime punch ^__^ my wig sucked but ha 5 fangirls made me feel better about that. XP ha ha, it was awesome, i cant wait till ohayocon and the next anime punch ^__^ he he... speaking of which... any future cosplayers.... DO NOT WAIT LAST MINUTE (meaning 30 minutes before going to the con) TO SEW STUFF ON... ITS A PAIN IN THE ASS AND LOOKS SHITY WHEN YOUR IN A HURRY... ha lol the part on Mistys colar looked like crap. so i put it in meh pocket. i even kept my wig on ^__^ (im proud of that fact cuz the damn thing was itchy!) lol!
anyways ill get some pics of us, i have to use up the camera (DUUUUUUDE T_T i only got to use 9 pics at the con... we had to leave early... note: get all the pictures you can if you dont know when your leaving and with an adult who has card games to go to)
Also, HA HA!! FINALLY!! I GOT TO SEE AMITYVILLE HORROR!! my next door neighbor took me. he hates going to movies by himself and all his friends hate horrors. ha ha, And not to my knowing, it was my birthday gift (which is in 21 days mind you, lets hope i dont forget my own birthday again) im going to tell my grandma donna that i went on a date with a 37 year old man for my birthday (ha ha just to freak her out, ill string her along... then tell her hes a close friend lol)
and if you havent seen it... go see it. it rocks. but i still wish to slap mercy for laughing, you just dont laugh at that kind of stuff. *shrug* eh what are you to do?
Hm, im so friggin bored. i turned in my art piece for school XP we luckily got the scanner working RIGHT ON DEADLINE! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!! ha ha?
lol. well to the question of the day: 'what element are you and why?'
Hm, well id have to say... wind. I love the wind, And can be very calm. but can also get very harsh and very angry. plus i love freedom and hate being enclosed in a place.
corny i know but *shrug*
OK! well im off for now!
ja ne!

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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

   here i sit with raman and orange big K

insomnia with kurama and hiei... i could deal with that

here i sit... its 5:33 a.m. shrimp raman on my left side, a pen calculator, tic tacs (dont know dont ask) and an orange big K pop... a blue lanket strun over my shoulders... and my feet cold wishing i had the motive to go down in and get socks. *shrug*
as you can tell im quite tyred but can not sleep. so im doing homework, eating, downloading doujinishi, and updating here... oh and listening to blink 182. RA! my sleeping schedual has been so screwed up the past few weeks. agh! so my plan... stay up all night... stay up all day... go to bed early. BRILLIANT! but the problem is... i never seem to stay awake during the day 0_o
anyways.
my mom and i went all over the place today, chipolte, wal *mart krogers and family dollar. (we were annoyed by rick today so we didnt go home) we bought some stuff and admired the sky. lol, today we had our first rainbow in a year or two, it was very beautiful because of the sun set. we were coming out of wal *mart. lol, but anyways! me and mom got 3 puzzles (all in one set) and good RA! the 500 one is hard! i dread going to the 1000 (there very detailed pictures) so ya me and her were working an hour and a half on that barely got anything done XP
i got Mistys colar for her costume, now just sewing it together -___-; this will be a pain. and not to mention styling the wigs 0_____o kill...me...
oh well, lol. os far lifes been good on meh. if i keep turning in my homework i may kill my teachers. (lol im such a bum and i hardly ever turn in homework)
but i still have a lot to do. but for now i shall feel as though i accomplished something.
watch me ramble...
heh, oh glad most of y'all enjoyed the survey, so you guys could learn more about me ^__~
BUT question of the day: whats your favorite insomnia treat?
mine... raman, (ok its an everyday meal but still) i dont know its easy to eat, dosent require much thinking... unless im eating with my chopsticks (ill admit i like to show off ebcause out of all my friends... im the one who can use them the best!) i once poked my self in the eye with one... dont ask ok... i know it hurt.
*ramble ramble ramble*
oh and curse it, i went to download an episode of sukisyo... and curse it i think i was doing it wrong >_> <_< so it wouldnt download. and i was quite pissed. but right now im quite mellow.
oh good ra, did anyone hear about that train wreck in japan? 76 killed 0___o
ok now i take my leave.
Ja ne minna-san
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Monday, April 25, 2005

   being a bum
im being a bum, i stole this from Pinsandneedles:

You Know It's All About You (Over 100 Questions)
Created by niney123 and taken 10718 times on bzoink!
.:General Info:.
Name:	Starla/Rai
Age:	13
Gender:	....0_o female
Height:	uhm... 5'8?
Birthday:	5/22
Hair Color:	Dark brown
Describe yourself in one word:	Evilartist
Describe your personality in one word:	...damn
.:School Life:.
What grade are you in:	8 (if im lucky next year ill be in 9th!!)
What school do you go to:	...im homeschooled ^__^
And where is that:	Uhm, my home?
Do you get good grades:	*rofl* your joking right!?
Favorite Subject:	hm... L.A.
.:Love Life:.
Sexual Preference:	Bi
Do you have a bf/gf:	No but im in love with someone
If so,what is their name:	>////> i really dont wish to say
How long have you been dating:	uhm ^///^ never
Do you consider yourself in love with them:	Yes very much so
If so,why:	Because they are them
Have you had your first kiss:	lol, yes weve kissed. (cheek mind you)
If so,when:	a long time ago V_v
Do you have a crush:	on her. yes
If so,what is their name:	didnt we already go threw this?
Why do you like them:	i love her
Do they know you:	Yes though they often dont claim me (lol ^_^; )
Do they know that you like them:	no v_V
How long have you known them:	hm, i believe 3 years
.:Friends:.
Best Friend(s):	Rachel (misty), Ashley (lynn), Zack. (if betty would stop betraying everyone, her to)
How long have you been friends:	Rachel 3years, ashley uhm 8 years, zack 2 years and betty 2 years
Do you consider yourself a good friend:	Somewhat, i could be better
How many friends do you think you have:	uhm 3 or 4
Most popular:	Betty and zack have this one tied
Most conceited:	Betty?
Friendliest:	Rachel
Meanest:	Me (at least i admit it)
Prettiest:	Rachel
Craziest:	zack or betty
Oldest:	Zack
Youngest:	me ^__^;
Most recent:	Betty
Smartest:	Zack (dude he got straight A's!! now what are those?)
.:Favorites:.
Food:	Raman XP
Person:	*blush blush* uhm...
Number:	3
Show:	not sure, so many
Letter:	R
Song:	currently 'the artist in the ambulence by: thrise'
Band/Singer:	WAYYYYYY to many to name
Place in the world:	With the person i love and somewhere windy (preferibly both)
Season:	Fall
.:Your-:.
Dream Vacation:	Hm... Japan XP or Egypt...
Dream House:	Not sure.
Dream Room:	A room of anime and manga, with a computer a comfy big bed. heh
Location:	Uhm, not sure. *shrug*
.:Last Time You:.
Watched T.V.:	Uh... 4 hours ago
Went to the bathroom:	a while ago
Ate:	uh... 3 hours ago
Slept:	a while ago (but i shall soon be returning to thy bed)
Listened to music:	now
Used the phone:	uhm... about... 5 hours ago
IMed someone/Got an IM:	uh... 3 and a half hours ago
Went to school:	hm, about... 4 hours ago
Played a game:	Me and rachel were RPGing 3 and a half ago
Took a shower:	uhm a little while ago
Hugged someone:	hm, a few hours ago
Went on a date:	0______o damn... a year ago? (pathetic ne?)
Wrote a letter:	Uhm, not that long ago
Cried:	about a year ago.
.:Last Person You:.
Hugged:	Mom
Kissed:	mom
Laughed at:	hm, Rachel
Cried over:	Not sure >//>
IMed/Got an IM from:	Rahcel
Hurt:	Ashley..
Talked to:	Rachel
Spoke to on the phone:	Ashley
Ate with:	Rachel?
Spent time with:	Rachel and mom
Saw:	Mom
Missed:	Rachel and Ashley
Heard:	Mom...and cat
Played with:	Cat
.:Have You Ever:.
Been out of the country:	MUAHAHAHA do not tell but i am fleeing the country! MUAHAHA ... ok never
Been out of state/province:	many many many times
Done drugs:	only legal ones and today
Done anything illegal:	>_> <_< heh heh
Slapped someone:	yup, rachel Ex (BOY did it feel good)
Cut yourself:	yup
Played an instrument:	long ago
Hurt someone for no reason:	Not sure
Hurt someone:	*sigh* yes...
Killed an insect/bug:	yup... my cat was trying to eat it 0___o or torture it
Gotten stung by a bee:	nope
Lied to your parents:	heh heh heh yes
Stole Something:	yes
Kissed Someone:	yes 0//0
.:This Or That:.
Rock or Rap:	ROCK ALL THE WAY!
Singing or Songwriting:	either
Tennis Shoes or Sandals:	shoes dude
Phone or Computer:	Computer. XP
Biking or Skating:	i love both (and havent done either in a LONG time)
Analog or Digital:	uh?
Coke or Pepsi:	PEPSI!! MUAHAHAHHA
Sprite or Sierra Mist:	Hm, ski (many probably havent heard of it)
MTV or VH1:	VH1 or MTV. whatevers on
R&B or Country:	country XP WOOOO BRAD PAISLY!!!
Cingular or T-Mobile:	uh, cingular? i dunno
Cats or Dogs:	Either
AIM or Yahoo:	Yahoo dude (wow i have a new favorite word)
Bzoink or Quizilla:	Quizilla
.:Word Association:.
Birthday:	Anime/manga
Peanut:	butter
Good Charlotte:	BILLY!!
Ravioli:	Yum XP
President Bush:	Anti
T.V.:	BOOYA
Rock:	*headbangs*
Rap:	Feh
Chef:	poofy hat
Boys:	*giggle*
Girls:	*giggle*
Calendar:	in trash (i hardly ever use one, i rely on my memory... im often lost in days)
Fan:	girl
Evil:	MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
.:Right Now:
Eating:	nothing
Drinking:	nothing
Watching:	my computer screen
What is on your mousepad:	not using one
What are you doing:	filling this out and reading yaoi fan fics
What song are you listening to:	blood clots and black holes by thrice
What's in your CD player:	Uhm, a burn i made
Wearing:	Warn blue jean a black west coast customs long shirt under a baggy blue SSU (security company, used to be my dads)
Time:	3:41 A.M.
Month:	its sitll april right? wait... i havent been to anime punch yet... yea still april
Day of the Month:	213?
Year:	05
Day of the week:	Uhm monday
What website are you on:	other htan this? shinjitsu no shi (inuyasha yaoi and yuri site)
.:Random Things:.
What color is your mousepad:	>_> the wood on my copmuter desk is wearing down
What color is your keyboard:	Black and grey
What is the phrase you use the most online:	...
Did you like this survey:	Not to bad
Are you sad that it's over:	not really,
What are you gonna do after this survey is over:	finish this fan fic, grab something to snack on, watch TV for a bit and go to sleep
Do you like pop-up ads:	hell no. wiat people do? fools
How long have you been online:	5 hours (i dont have a life)
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other than that, Misty came over yesterday and spent the night. Ash got a puppy and named it duke (yes after duke devlin) and Duke and germaine (hee hee after foamys germain, and shes a cat) aretn getting along, shes very jealous of duke ^__~ its kawaii ^__^
ok, im off, im tired and hungry XP
Ja ne
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Saturday, April 23, 2005

   What a day

Dir en grey ^__^
ok starting out with the questions:
Fledgling Vamp asked: hmmm question, if you had to pair together to guys what anime yaoi couple would it be?
^_^

Wow... who to choose. i love so many pairings.... this one has me thinking... ok, this one is an odd one, kibito Kai and trunks from DBZ. i love that pairing they really Seem to LIKE each other ^__^ or maybe its just me...?

Yaoishoujo asked: A question for you...hmmm... do you have a favorite J-pop/rock band/singer?

lol, oh SOOOOOO many. well one J-rock band i LOVE is Dir en grey (note pic at top) but i also have many Kick ass american bands [oh here we go] (Blink-182, Green day, linkin park, marilyn manson, metallica, nirvanna, smile empty soul, thrice, godsmack, pa pa roach, sugar cult, jimmy buffet etc...)
lol!
I know its odd that i update 2 days in a row. so if you still wanna ask a question go ahead (i love answering questions ^__^ )
Hm, ok on to the post.
Well, it was a no go on media play, i stayed in bed tll about 5. i wasnt sleeping mind you, just didnt want to get out of bed (i didnt go to bed till 7, i tried doing an allnighter ad staying up all day, i failed miserably) lol. also mom stayed in bedmost of the day cuz she wasnt feeling well. no biggie
Well tommarow, we must go to mediaplay, go to the trift store for mistys costume (thats a maybe), and we might go through OSU campus to find the place where the convention is and where were meeting up with some people ^__^
lol. hm, Misty and her boyfriend went on a date today *rolls eyes* shes more distracted with a boyfriend than a normal person ith 3 would be. *snicker* i dont know why a person would have 3 boyfriends 0_o
Hm, thinking of fledgling vamps question has inspired me to look it up =3
Well question of the day: 'what was or will be (or what you want to do) your first cosplay?'
Well i already have My Yuki costume for the most part. i just need a tie as ive said XP but i will be doing a yusuke costume where i must sew. ^__^
Well im off, im really tired. Ja ne comrades
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Friday, April 22, 2005

   Get-er-done!

slayers ^__^

Well, some... interesting news. We DID go to the dogwood festival (just for a note, no one really celebrates it because of the religious thing sorry i forgot to say that yesterday. ) BUT... NOTHING WAS OPEN!? i should explain, its like a big flea market in the streets, with games and food =3 but, hardly any shops were open, and the only food you could get there was tacos and blooming onnions. we were in BIG shock, usually its a HUGE celbration. its the start of the festivals. but it was also a bit cold. and were supposed to get snow tommarow! DAMN!!!! they say we have 3 snows each year for some flower (not even going to TRY and spell it) but they bloomed... a MONTH AGO! (dude back when we only had 2) no one in ohio is happy. (cept all the damn wierdos) but yeah -___- BUT. good news, grandpa gave me 20 bucks for the festival (mind you i didnt ask, he told me to take it and my grandpa, dosent take no for an answer when it comes to money or food 0_o [now when you ask for it... -___- ] lol)
Hm, but im going to buy manga with it, sicne i didnt spend it.
lol, anywyas. Rick and me watched Viva La bam (DUUUUUUUUUUDE!!!! THEY WERE IN OHIO... TWICE! DAMN IT! WITH TONY HAWK!) he likes the show. lol, we'll sit there in laugh and make comments. my mom HATES it though. she says she smack him upside the head. i just laugh.
Oh i have began a drawing, of a guy cross dressing, lol. Sweet =3 and it has a hint of bondage. ^__^ and this is what you get when i listen to marilyn manson on a 2 hour drive. your mind begins to wonder... spooky... ok not really.
ok... Y'all i out of questions (for now) why dont you guys ask ME some? huh?
Well i got to go im playing this game and its really fun =3 and its got me very distracted. lol
Well ja ne for now
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

   Sarcastic and witty.

Eiri Yuki

Well hello hello? 1. hee hee im wearing my costume ^__^ that right i got it. lol i just need a tie. im doing the one in the picture, but im not wearing the jacket right now. @_@ WAY to hot.
Well, were going to the dogwood festival tommarow, its where im from (down where it is i mean) so im looking foward to it, i havent been there since i was a child. i should explain, the dogwood is a festival where we celebrate the blooming of the dog wood tree. according to (biblical) legend, thats what the cross was made of doog wood bark. the dog wood tree was sad, so god made it a flimsy tree that would only be good for flowers instead of a mighty tree. *shrug* just a fun excuse to eat for me. lol!
Well, Im worried about ashley, she hasnt been her talkative self. I dont know if it was because i broke up with her or not. but im going to try and talk to her, i also think shes desperate for a boyfriend/girlfriend. actually she told me she was. *sigh and rolls eyes*
But anyways. i got gravitation vol 3 and 4 earlier this week. i finally know eiris past ^___^ very nice. heh.
im eating a peanut butter, chip, and cookie sandwhich (dontknowck it till you try it) adn it is tasty!!
i loved your guys' animal stories they were very funny!! (lol, my cat is in heat again )
well lets get to the question shall we? 'what is a wierd food combo you like?' wow to many to name. the one im eating right now is good, i also like icecream with french fries with ketchup =3
common 'wierd' dish but boy its tasty ^__^
well freinds im off!!
ja ne
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

   Konnichiwa minna-san

Shuichi and Hiro (gravitation)
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA it has finally happened comrades! that it has ^_~
ok my life has been... interesting, yeah thats it. well 1. i got gravitation DVD. its volume 2, but i know whats happening for the most part, since i have the manga. lol, hm... 2. dont play blackjack iwth me... you will lose! lol, ok not necisarily, but mom and i were playing and we started laying bets on the table. i won 2 mangas this weekend, 1 batch of brownies, rick (my 'dad') has to watch TWO full anime disks with out making one snide remark (just to let you know he did join in later and this is how he got in here) AND im off trash duty for a whole month ^_________^ lol!
so im happy, lol. oh also yesterday we went down home! we went to the hills (where our close friends live) where it is very secluded and very beatuiful i even got a sunburn on one of my arms! (dont ask why just one of them 0_o) but it didnt hurt, and has faded in to a nice tan. lol, im native american, so im usually always dark ^___^;; but i hate it when i get pale. >_>;;
lol, anyways. Misty is all happy and giddy, and back to annoying me. along with mercy =_= Ra kill me now.
so now you know why im so giddy. lol! actually i was in a good mood before all this so *shrug*
OH also... your not going to believe this *sighing shaking head*
i live in a split (a BIG house split between 2 families [no we dont live with them or anything] heh) well we have 3 stories, an upstairs base level and basement, well under the first basement stairs pretty much under the door, is a whole by the heater thing (i cant remember the real name for it ^_^;; ) well anyways, pooka got up there one day and i had to climb up and get her because we had no idea where it went. well the next day, my next door nieghbor came knocking on the door, he had lost his cat and thought she might have ran in here (by the way his cats in heat *snicker* ) well we dont in to the basement and figured out she was under the bed. well she jumped back up in to the hole and ran threw just to make sure david (next door neighbor) poked the hole with my bakuto [wooden sword] and well ^_^;; the rest is history... i just wonder how long that cat was in my room... 0_o
well question of the day: have your animals ever done something so wierd you couldnt stop laughing?
well yes there was that... hm... well ok, this is a mix of pooka and rick. but pooka had left one of her little balls on the stairs, well here comes rick trotting along down the stairs not watching where hes going. THUD CRASH! hes on the floor!
lol, i was laughing so hard i nearly fell over. lol
something away from animals, i might be dragged over to msitys i dont know so hopefully 0_o they wont want to kill me for not being there all weekend [i was sick and dizzy saturday and couldnt go on sunday because we had to get ready to leave town] lol! well i must go for now!
JA NE!
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Thursday, April 7, 2005

   Hmm... inspired and odd...

TATSUHA! (form gravitation)
^^ lol,
Well interesting eh? lets see... mistys grandpa died, and my friend had a heart attack.
Very interesting week this has been, My friend had a heart attack (she was older but no shes not dead she alive and kicking)
and since mistys grandpa died the other day. it was interesting. I went funeral clothes shopping iwth misty and her sister dad and grandma. well i lightened the situation up a lot, lol! ecspecially when you hear people say: 'fashion fo pa (or however you spell it)' lol!!
I dont get depressed when people die, i dont know why. but thats how i am. so i made Misty feel better *shrug*
on other news, i can post up the drawings yet... because i odnt have the other one drawn 0_o let me explain, ok i have till me but i try to pace my self on the BIG drawings. (well there big to me) so they come out half way decent, i have to say that the one with the girl is the first time ive used a style like that, and the shonen ai pic, would posibly be evil. (i plan to add a background, and damn i still havent finished the kakashi X sasuke picture *sigh adn sweatdrop*)
hm... well other than that nothing much happened!
oh wait yes i got shonen jump yya =3
I saw a drawing that looked a lot like milkys style of drawing, but i could be wrong (i cant remember her real name curse me)
but anyways QUESTION OF THE DAY!!
hm.... ask me something cuz i cant think of anything. sorry ^_^;;
lol, well i hear my mom playing with the cat. lol, hm................... well i must bid ye a sweet farwell! wish me luck on getting this friggin drawing done (including the Sasuke X Kakashi drawing which ive been trying to finish for.... 3 months? )
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Monday, April 4, 2005

   Threes company to!!

lol! threes company!! lol (you dont wanna know how long it got me to catch that, oh and stolen from backgrounds department by ylove)
Well well well well.... well...
heh, not really much to say, ive been listening to a lot of japanese songs (like Dir en grey and anime songs) lol oh and still jimmy buffet. (lol moms worried about me heh)
oh yeah, i missed Shaman king and one piece yesterday, i was all kinds of sad.
Im entering a contest in school!!
*gasp* prizes? NO! Free credit? NO! Hot guys? i wish! no actually its because its anime, lol and i feel anything anime i must partake in lol. jk, actually it seemed like fun, and im thinking of doing a shonen-ai picture between pyro adn kire (misty and my character) but i already have a really pretty pic going, but i have till may so who knows by then *shrug* =^_^= ill finish them and then you guys can decide which one you guys like better (please y'all be honest with me! i need critisim!)
*ahem* ive been playing a lot of zelda lately (why? because i watched this thing on Newgrounds.com and... it inspired me to play ^_^; damn navi is abusive!) heh,
oh yeah Misty came over for the first time today in the new house since we were just getting settled in (I.E. boxes everywhere) and we went down in to my room, well f you know me... i hang a SHIT load of pics, magazene clippings, anime posters, and many other things up (hell i even have a detention pass up on the wall 0_o) lol! but she likes it, lol, and she nearly killed my kurama figure. she accidentally dropped him on the floor! oh well it was accidental, and it didnt hurt him (geez my mom was setting up a part of my room i have a whole bunch of harry potter ornamen/ figures on my dresser she dropped my snape one and broke him in 3 clean pieces! i was roling on the flor laughing)
but between them and my cat trying to kill him every morning 0_o (thats how my cat has decided to wake me up every mroning by knowcking stuff off my dresser)
lol! well anyways its 3.30, my butt hurts from sitting to long, and i want to draw so c-ya!
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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

   living large was once the deal, but now i watch the stars instead.

im reflecting.

im in a very reflective mood. heh *smirk* im listening to 'coast of carolina' by jimmy buffet.
why so much jimmy buffet? because i love his music. and its the only thing on the computer as of right now. *sigh*
Well tommarow is court. its 3 in the morning to.
i should explain, remember when mercy and i got the shit knocked out of us back in halloween? heh, well ya.
im not nervous, but im just so reflective. *smirk*
misty is nervous as well. she dosent like speaking in fornt of large crowds, (come to think of it niehter do i but..)
i didnt do much today. today was my fathers birthday, we went to crackle barrel for it, he got a PC game that dosent work. so hes gonna get a gamecube game instead.
i lucked out as well. i found a kurama action figure, in K-mart no less! for 5 bucks!
i was so giddy. i also got harvest moon for game cube. so i was spoiled on someone elses b-day.
but i nearly didnt get harvest moon. i found the first colume of gravitaiton for 10 bucks... i was squeeling, because its usually 28 bucks for a normal volume. ill have to go back ^_^
im so spoiled. lol.
hm... im sorry this post was so boring, lol, hm... question of the day... whats your current mood?
mine is reflection, (or content) and a sailing mood. (listening to jimmy does that to you)
heh. well i hope oyu all have a good day. wish me luck that im not sarcastic in court ^_^;

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