Wednesday, December 8, 2004

   Can I Sleep Now?
Last night was evil! I climbed into bed rather early because I had to work early today. I decided it would be best to get enough sleep. Although I was in bed by 10:15 I didn't actually fall asleep until sometime after 11. Then I got some pretty unrestfull sleep. I kept waking up over and over again. Finally just after 2am I was up for good. I tried to go back to sleep but it wouldn't work. I decided to try moving around, I turned around to the other end of my bed. Normally works, but not this time. I tossed and turned for awhile and then climbed down to the floor. Hung out on the floor for awhile deciding if I should get up and do something productive instead. (To my cat's delight I hung around petting her instead) I heard the clock chimme 4:30am and sometime after I finally fell asleep. Not happy when my clock went off around 6:30am. Surprised mom: "Did... did you fall out of bed?"

Although luckily unlike how I normally get when I'm overtried (Shakey and on the verge of throwing up) I was just falling asleep as I walked around the house angrily thinking: "Yeah... now my body wants to sleep when I need to be up." Work was intersting. I was cought standing around starring at a book in my hand that I was suppose to shelve. My boss walked up and asked me what was wrong saying: "I know you are a daydreamer, but I never seen you this spaced out." I told her my story and she broke out in laughter. "So you're just falling asleep with your eyes open!" After that everytime she wanted to tell me something she wrote it down, read what she wrote VERY SLOWLY, handed me the paper so I could 'consentrate on it', and said if I needed her to read it again for me because my sleepiness is blurring my vision then she would. Then she wanted me to go get a book and drew me a little map so I wouldn't get lost. Ha ha.

Then I went to Math. I kept fall almost alseep durning class. Ever few seconds my head would snapp backwards as I figured out I was starting to fall asleep. About half-way through class the teacher said: "Are you making a new dance or are you just falling asleep?" He was joking, but I still felt terrible. I mean, if I was trying to tell someone something would I want them falling asleep while I was speaking? I went to say sorry and explain myself after class, but he wouldn't let me. "Let me guess. Up all night studying for finals. Don't worry. Happens a lot this time of year. At lest you were attempting to stay awake." My teachers are so cool. Yeah, me, study. *Burst out laughing*

The day dragged on and on. Finally got to go home, but I had to pick my sister up from school and she got out late. I had to sit there waiting forever. I just wanted to go home and sleep. Then I found out today is apparently a Holy Day or something. I have to go to church tonight instead of Taekwondo. Now don't get me wrong. I'm pretty dedacated to my religion for someone my age, but between the choices: Sit in church, listening to a man talking? Or kicking things and hanging out with people I like to talk too. Hmm... I'll pick my friends. But because I don't want to get into big deals over religion or anything like that on my LJ I'm going to leave it at that.

And because this day dosen't want to leave me alone just yet, my dog is sick. She keeps throwing up, but we don't really have the funds to take her to the vets. I fell horrible, I really want to take her. I can hear her chocking and stuff all the time but there is nothing we can do. We're hoping she can get over it, but dad might have fed her a bone (MORON!) and we're very scared it's stuck in her throat. She's not coughing up blood so that's a good thing. If this keeps up I'm digging into my funds for my books for next semster and getting her to the doctor. I'll borrow a book or something until I can save up more money. Of course I'm losing my job next week because of the stupid rules that all student workers have to quit by the end of the semster. But the library will hire back all of their student workers as soon as we fill out our forms again, but intill then I'm going to be hard pressed for money.

Ick... hm, need some good news. Hmm. Oh! GAS!! It's finally under $2.00 again!! WHOO HOO! $1.98! Yay! OH!! And mimimum wage is going up in January!! I'm getting a raise!!! From $5.15 to $6.00!! I can make about 50 bucks a week now!! (Yeah... I don't make much...) Uh, hm... ah... I got out of a writer's block three days ago? Ah... got my 100th review a couple weeks ago? Yeah... really digging now...
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