Tuesday, November 7, 2006

   *poke*
Umm... can you believe that I'm not sleepy? Yea. Amazing huh?!!! ^^

I was randomly searching the web and found the coolest MCR icons. Heh, I love them all.

Uhh.... nothing interesting happened today.

I have nothing to complain or in my point of view, enlighten you on. xD

I've been trying to get "The Kill" by 30 Seconds To Mars on my site but so far I haven't had any luck on finding it. -____-

I'm listening to T.A.T.U. right now... scary. *changes song* Okie, now I'm listening to My Chemical Romance again.

If you marry me,
Would you bury me?
Would you carry me to the end?

So say goodbye to the vows you take.
And say goodbye to the life you make.
And say goodbye to the heart you break.
And all the cyanide you drank.


*sighs* Gotta love them. =^^=

Hmm... anyone heard of a song called the "Happy Song" by Liam Lynch?(I think that's how you spell his last name). I shall try to get his song on my site. It's the best song. xD Here's just a random song and the lyrics:

I'm, burying your cat tonight
At the glow of my headlight
The secret, I will hold dear.

I backed over it,
I didn't mean it,
So I peeled it off the tire,
And drove to the edge of town.
I drove to the edge of town

Tomorrow,
You might tell me,
She has ran away
A tearful sob that I wiped away
I know,
She's safe and six feet under
She's safe and six feet under,
Secretly I know,
She's done for.
(meow in background)

lmao, and heres the MOST random thing I've heard in a LOOOOONG time: (also a song from Liam)

I've got a crazy kind of love,
A crazy kind of love,
Feelin' kinky then im done,
A crazy kind of love.

I've got a horny kind of love,
A horny kind of love,
You're what I'm wet dreamin of,
A horny kind of love.

Some say love is good vibrations,
But sometimes you need batteries to make 'em

Got a 1-800 kind of love,
A 1-800 kind of love,
What my phone bill's stinkin' from,
Don't hang up, I'm not done.



XD *falls off chair laughing like a lunatic*

*gasp* I g2g. Invader ZIM will be on soon. o.o


***8:41pm
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Saturday, November 4, 2006

   Do me a favor & kill yourself....
I'm not going to even mention anything about my day today. I have more important matters to discuss. I'm cutting to the chase and letting you read what I know you want to read: Hearing me complain about things. But to me, this is the time that I might make people change their ways with my "Words of Wisdom".*cracks up laughing* Enjoy:

Right now I'm acutally on Neopets.(Weird... I know.) I'm reading the topics on the boards and I really.... just want to kill those damn retards who make them. There are people asking if they are overweight. Topics saying "Only Preps" or "Goths Only- No Haters". Or, my favorite one, "how EMO r u?". There's desperate people looking for boy/girlfriends online when for all they know, they can be talking to a 50 year old person! It's THEIR fault, people who don't think before they talk, or in this case, post. People who fill, a pretty nice place like the Neopet's boards, with shit. There's boards that say, "Tell Me Your Name & I'll Tell You How Dorky You Are!!", "I'm 12 and Pregnant!", "¢¾PREPS¢¾", "Tell Me Your Name And I Will Tell You If It's HOT or NOT!". Damn those fucking idiots!!! There's even people, who would go so low as to fake having a relative dieing just to get attention. Do you know how fucking messed up that is?
How the hell do you know if someone is fat?! Who the fuck are you to tell someone if they're fat!? How the hell do you tell if someone is dorky by knowing their name?!!!
Those people turned a once nice chatroom, into a fucked up, pointless, waste. THOSE PEOPLE SHOULD NOT ONLY BE ASHAMED OF THEMSELVES, BUT THEY SHOULD DO US ALL A FAVOR AND SHOOT THEMSELVES. They are a waste. They are stupid people with no lives, so they make ours miserable. THEY PUT UP SHIT ON KID'S SITES AND MAKE PEOPLE, LIKE ME, FUCKING ANGRY! Who cares if you're overweight?!! It's the damn internet!! I don't give a rat's ass if you're over or underweight! I'm talking to you over the internet!! I'll never see you and if I do it won't make me hate or like you more if you are! If someone called you fat, don't go on the boards and complain to us about it! We can't magically go through the computer and beat the shit out of the person who insulted you.(DO IT YOURSELF!) Eiter way, their opinion shouldn't matter to you! It's YOUR life and only YOU should care about what YOU think, not what some person across the world thinks. No wonder you people have such low self-esteem these days, because you listen to people who you don't know TELL YOU WHAT YOU ARE! Don't listen to them, they don't matter! Get that through your thick skull ok people?!!
Ever wonder why so many kids are found butt naked in a ditch? Because they gave their personal information out to an ONLINE PREDATOR that raped them and killed them! How can a person not know any better?! It's common sense that you shouldn't give out your home adderess to a stranger, which inclused STRANGERS ONLINE! That's why so many kids are kidnapped, because so many fucking idiots online give out their damn personal information to some person they meet. IT'S CALLED "PERSONAL" INFORMATION FOR A FUCKING REASON! God, it's people who are stupid like that, that piss me off so much. Teenage girls who are found dead in a ditch are more or likley dead because they gave their information out to some online predator who got them and killed them. They have no common sense which is why unnessisary things like that happen!
Why the hell are you asking for boyfriends and girlfriends online? I mean, what the hell kid of person are you? You can be talking to a 50 year old guy for all you know. Some old man who wants kicks! Yet so many people are willing to do that. I can't go into a chatroom without seeing post like, "16/f/Calif. and horny".(For the record, this is an AOL chatroom) I see so many of those boards, it's pathetic! Sick people who go from board to board looking to have online sex with someone, that is sick and wrong. I call them online whores.(Pretty obious why.) I can't even go into a chatroom without someone asking for online sex or pictures. I can't even accept a camera request because I'm too scared to see some sick guy masturbating on it. Honestly, all that I can do is go here, a few other websites, and chat with my friends. Every other place is jacked up in one way or another. That's sad.
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Monday, October 30, 2006

yummy...
Making ramen....
Steam burned my hand... oww...
Ish cold as hell here...
How can it be cold as hell? o.o Isn't hell hot??!!
Snowed a little bit once.... nothing right now..
Meh dad sent a letter....
It's pathetic...
I feel sick....
Oh God! I burned my tongue.... bad, bad ramen..
It looks like it'll rain today...
Yet it never does anymore...
Sleepy...
Lots of homework to do....
Busy typing this to do any of it....
Can't think stright anymore....
Irene is meh friend again...
She's trying to hook me up with Kevin....
Random.....
La, la, la....
I wanna jump in a mud puddle...
I wanna fly...
I wanna go to Florida....
I wanna live in Mario World....
I wanna be the King and Queen of Cheese....
I wanna rule over ramen....
Ramen gooooood.....
I wanna blow up my school...
I wanna make a new myspace....
I wanna kill someone....
I wanna stick magnets on Alphonse Elric....
I wanna eat tofu....
I wanna visit Japan....
I wanna meet Nny....
I want the wind to blow this house away...
I want to go to sleep...
Sleep good...
I want coffee....
*keeps rambling on about pointless and random things*
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Saturday, October 28, 2006

   Ish 7:30.... waiting for you Kyu!
KYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!! Haven't seen ya for what seems like a LONG time... mabey because it has been a long time. Anyways, get on! I ressurected Frosty the Dope Man! He has his weed! ^^




Errm.... so bored. It's almost sad really. I would be watching Naruto right now, but it's the old episode. The new one is up next, but I'll just watch the new one next week along with the new one from that week. So... yea. I'm very bored. Did I mention that already? I'm messing around on neopets and on quizilla. I love taking quizes. I have no idea why, but I've become obsessed with it. Scary, huh?

Umm... I haven't drawn latley. But due to the fact that my friend will be leaving soon, I will be drawing a little picture/card for her. It'll be two chibi kids hugging with the words "We'll Miss You." in the middle. I'm going to have all of our friends sign it. I'll probably scan it and put it up on here before it goes anywhere. So check up on my portfolio. It'll be there soon. ^_~

Umm.... nothing else to put up on here I think.

My throat still hurts. My nose if stuffy too, so it's been a pretty hard day.

Hmm... this is just random but has anyone, other than me, notice that people are making dolls that are almost living things? I mean, some of those dolls can acutally say your names, remember your birthday, and you can teach them some crap. Speaking of crap, I've also noticed that lot's of dolls seem to be 'designed' to crap their pants. It's.... disturbing.
Soon, there WILL be little Chucky dolls running around killing people because some fucking retard 'designed' it to. And Barbie will get revenge on all the people who stick firecrackers in their heads and blow them up.(aww fuck..)
So to all the people who are lucky enough to read this: RUN! RUN DAMNIT! THE FUCKING DOLLS ARE PLANNING TO TAKE OVER THE DAMN WORLD!!! KILL YOURSELF!! BEAT THEM TO IT! *grins*

So yea...

Sleepy... I'm thinking again. I really don't want to. Just... 'thoughts' seem to creep into my head. I hate it. They get me thinking about things. About life in general. So many horrible things happening these days. And people. The people in poor countries. That starve, that are sick, that sleep in fear. That don't deserve what horrible life style they have. I watch programs about them. And I feel like throwing up. All of these kids that rummage through trash to find food, girls who sell themselves to make a bit of money, bodies of the people who died slowly and painfully of starvation or some disease like AIDs. I see the babies who are so... innocent. Yet they are born into a hellish life.
Then I look at the people here. The people who are born with silver spoons in their mouths. The people who are just filfthy rich, yet are scrooges. They keep all to themselves. The people here take so many things for granted. It's sad. People here waste food as if it grows on trees, yet people in poorer countries would kill for it. People here have a clean supply of water, where people from Africa have to clean clothes in a small stream, bathe in the same stream, and drink from the same stream. The same dirty water. People here need to realize how gratefull they should be for things like that. For clean water, for food, for heat/air conditioners, for electricity, for jobs, for medicine, for doctors, for whatever money they have, for shelter, for being born in a great place, for their safety, for their freedom.

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*sigh* But yes. I think.... about everything. Even about the people far, far.... far away. I hope that I don't sound like I'm complaining. I don't want to sound that way. And hopefully I made my point.


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started this post at 7:30pm... ended at 8:15pm... wow..
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   I want to be.... the king and queen of cheese...
Yea.... what a beautiful dream, huh? *proudly* The King and Queen of CHEESE!

Enough of that, lol.

I really don't remember if I already said this or not, but one of my friends, Courtnie, will be moving this year. From what I've heard, it'll be at the end of November. I am honestly sad as hell. She is my best friend, she totally understands everything about me, she was always there for me. She was like my therapist. My weird ass, crack-head therapist. I'll miss you.
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Thursday, October 26, 2006

   Feeling a lot of stuff...
Umm... well, I've been gone from school for 3 days because my doctors think that I might have some virus thing called Mono. I just googled it, and the pictures of people with it weren't pretty. Mine isn't as bad as you might see if you look it up. I'm going back to school tomorrow, (*sarcasm*yay....), and as you all can well imagine: I HAVE A SHIT LOAD OF HOMEWORK.(lmfao)
I'm talking to a friend and she thought that I was like, sick, sick, SICK. It warms me to know that someone cares. I tried to get ahold of my other 'friends'. Errm... no luck. -__-
I'm having the most random coughing fits. My throat hurts like hell, my head feels like it's spinning, my eyes are burning, and I just feel like total S-H-I-T. Today, I watched reruns of the F-List, The Fuse Fangoreia Chainsaw Awards, The Three Stooges (gotta luv them), and I also stared at the television screen in horror as they showed The Wiggles dance and sing. It's very depressing watching them. Their happiness is a cry for help. We must do whatever we can to help those poor, poor, people. *hands out machettes and guns* We end their misery tonight. *grins evily*

I found myself crying this morining. I originally intended on going to school today. But the fact that I'm sick as hell, and that I had to get up at 5:15am didn't work with me. I had no appetite this morining. All I had was a sip or two of tea and an advil. I really don't know why I was crying. I just felt.... bad. I felt so horrible. I don't know why though. I just wanted to die....*sigh* but in the end, I just grabbed a blanket and fell asleep on the coutch. Happy ending....I guess...
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Thursday, October 19, 2006

   Thinking.... a lot....
Errm... thinking. A lot. It hurts me.


Umm... I don't know what to say. It's 5:40pm here. I'm in the computer room. My fingers are cold as hell. My throat hurts. I have school tomorrow. I want to talk to someone. No one seems to be on. No one would want to talk I'm sure. Coughing. Listening to music. Trying to stay warm. Thinking about the boy who went to the hospital today at school. Thinking why it couldn't be me. Thinking about the lady who had a heart attack at school. Same as above. Too young to have one I'm sure. Thinking about the boy who broke his collar bone at school 2 days ago. Painful, but still wish it was me. Thinking about the boy who cracked his head open 4 days ago at school. Can't imaging how that'll feel. Thinking about the other 3 accidents that happened this week at school. Wondering how retrded some people can be. Thinking about the other 9 accidents that happened only about 2 weeks ago. Still thinking of those idiots. But wishing it was me. Thinking that I have the dance tomorrow. The music will suck. Thinking about Courtnie. She understands me. She's moving. Thinking about how my grades suddenly dropped. All A's. Now some Cs. Thinking about Kevin. I love you. Don't you know that? Thinking about my sister. Her teacher is a racist. Thinking about my mom. And her boyfriend. Who the hell is he. He doesn't even speak English. Thinking about eating dinner. Rather have some tea. Good for a sore throat. Thinking about how sleepy I am. Coffee seems to hate me these days. Thinking about how my friends at school think I'm going emo. I'm not. But people make me feel like I should. Thinking about how long this is. I think too much. It makes me sad. See you.
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   Yayness.. I found it...
Okie, so I finally found this clip of a movie, which I really love, after looking for it for a long time. Acutally, this isn't from the movie itself, but it does happen in it. This is just the part repreformed for a show. I'm tring to see if I can get the entire movie, but this will do. Anyways: enjoy. Or not. Who cares.
I knew you'd like it. For anyone who cares, its from the movie 'BEAN The Movie'. Ish good.

Umm, today is Thursday. That means that tomorrow if Friday. That means the next day is Saturday. *claps*
We have a dance tomorrow at our school, unfortunetly, all that they play at them is rap and that sorta crap. Nothing good. But my friends are bugging me because I promised them that I'd go with them. I already have my ticket too, so I might as well use it. Right? It'll start only 15 minutes after school, so we'll just be staying. It'll only be 1 and a half hours, which is okie.

I'm tired. My eyes hurt like hell right now. I want to straighten my hair today, but I prefer not to burn my freakin ears off.


Umm... as for "IT" that I asked in some post a few dasy ago, I'm refering to SNOOOOOOOOW!!! It melted last night though.... how sad... *mourns*
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

   Sleepy now...
I'm leaving now. I have to get ready for the concert. Buh bye, I'll probly be on tomorrow or mabey later on today...

*sarcasm* Don't miss me too much.
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   Michael Jackson .
lol, I had absolutly nothing better to put up on the subject. But yes. He loves you people. Especially all the little boys. ^_~*

Umm... lets see, right now, I probably should be doing my hair and getting dressed. I have an orchestra concert tonight at my school at 7:00pm, but I have to be there at 6:30pm I think. Unfortunetly, we have to preform with the 7th graders, which might I add, suck monkey balls at playing. Today at pratice, my teacher cut out an entire part of a song becasue those idiots can't play right. Damn them all...
I'm looking forward to it though, I get to get out of this house for about an hour. It's really not too long, but it's better than nothing. Anyways, wish me luck on the concert tonight. ^_________________^

My mom... is talking on the phone... with her boyfriend. O-o He's all the way back in El Salvador... I dunno the dude. Ish creepy.
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