Saturday, May 5, 2007

HEE HEE, YOU SILLY GOOSE!!!
Damn. The song doesn't play on my site anymore.
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We had the City Wide Strings Festival today. I got to miss 7th and 8th period (yay me). It was in fact pretty fun. I got to spend about 5 hours with my fellow orchestra dorks going over and over our concert music. It was, of course, crowded and being around so many people really annoyed me. I'm not really a people person. I'm happy with who I have and sadly, I really don't feel comfortable around such a huge amount of people (I hate them). I mean really, they were doing the most idiotic things. Runnning around like headless chickens thinking how cool they are, yelling the most pointless crap, playing their instuments (badly might I add), and just overall acting so fucking immature. Damn them. I fucking hate when people act so damn stupid and think that other people think it's "cute" or "cool". And may all the people who actually fall for their crap burn (amen).
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I've been feeling oddly happy this past week. Maybe it's because I've been listening to some "calming" music. *twitches*
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My brother is 16 years old, yet he acts like a 6 year old. He's constantly acting up and throwing tantrums. At this very moment, he's complaining to my mom that I should get off the computer so he can use it. I haven't actually even touched the computer since the last time I posted on MyO and I've only been on for about 40 minutes so far. I sometimes wonder what is wrong with him. I mean, I know somethings wrong in his head. He hates us. He's just like his dad.
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Lets see... I still haven't figured out if his name is Stanley, Vladimir, or Jorge.
He and my mom have gotten so close. It makes me so uncomfortable. I don't want them to get so close. I was so scared that they would and now it's happening right before my eyes. I can't do anything about it. Not a single thing. God, it pisses me off so fucking much because my mom doesn't even ask us how we're feeling about him or whats blooming between them. She doesn't even sleep in her bed anymore, she's usually in his bed, doing things which I do not want to even think about, and finally coming to her own room late at night. And damnit, that fucking guy knows that he's pissing me off and he still always finds a way to take my mom away from me whenever we happen to actually act like a real "mother and daughter" pair.
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Damnit. She's acting just like she did with my fucking dad and she can't even see it.
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Well we have less than 20 days of school left. My summer plans include getting a part-time job. HyVee pays a lot better than Fareway. Besides, the closest Fareway is the ghetto one (yes, the fun one). Lets see, other things include being outside as much as possible, missing Irene, wishing I was in Greece with her, rotting, going to the zoo (because its fucking awesome), getting a butt load of new CDs, being bored, burying the bodies (they're starting to pile up in my basement), and some other shit like that.
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Only getting about 3-4 hours of sleep and waking up at the ass-crack of dawn sucks. I've been thinking that maybe I should take medicine to help me sleep, but I think I'm a bit too young to be taking that. Besides, my mom may think that I'll accidently overdose. Heh, "accidently" my ass.
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Oh, and fuck the fucking fuckers. (Yea, don't ask)
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Lets see... it's 11:12pm here. Damn you all for not being on! -__-
I'm just kidding. I love you all so much. <--sarcasm
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I heard a song that I haven't heard for a long ass time. "Drops of Juptier" by Train. I fucking love that song. I fall to my knees and cry tears of joy knowing that LP is coming out with a new album. Those bastards kick ass.
Well as usual, my current music has changed. This week consisted of The Postal Service, Sum 41, HIM, and some Mindless Self Indulgence. Nothing too new really.
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I've seen the mv for the Killer's song "Read My Mind", and I've come to the conclusion that it fucking sucks. It saddens me that I wasted about 4 minutes of my life watching that pointless, idiotic music video.
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Well I shall be going now. This damn thing is too long as it is, so buh bye my sweet walruses.
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11:20pm
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