Friday, May 11, 2007

Make Them hear You...
I can hear you all gasping at the sight of this new post. I know what you are all thinking, "Damnit! Bitch is back!"
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Well oddly enough, I've been having an "optimistic" attitude lately, which is really weird. The creepier thing is that people have noticed... even a few of my own friends have asked me if I'm alright. Sad, no?
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I'm so fucking bored right now. I was watching some music videos (including the Malice Mizer one you put up Kyu!). But me and a friend have come to the conclusion that any music that's on the radio isn't worth listening to. I mean really. Usually it's just a bunch of crappy-ass rap music and when it's not, it some rock song that was alright the first time around but is being played over and over again. Not only that but every single bastard in whatever school you go to fucking sings it too. Oh God, I fucking hate that so much. Those damn kids think they're so cool when they sing songs from the radio. Uuugh... it's so fucking pathetic.
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I had a choir concert last Wednesday... I think. Anyhow, it was our last concert of the year. Our teacher started crying, which actually made me feel somewhat sad because she's one on the "nicer" teachers. Most kids do like her because she actually treats us like kids and respects us. Today I realized exactly how much of an ass my Pre-Algebra teacher is. A student asked him for help, and I'll admit that she's not exactly the picture perfect student, but my teacher started bagging on her about how she never turns in her assignments and how irresponsible she is, then he expects her to admit it and to also respect him. Jackass. Thank God he's retiring this year... -_-
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Well once again I'm being asked to get off the computer and once again, I say I will in a minute and end up leaving hours later. Vladimir (yes, I found it out) is telling me that it's late and that I need to get off. Fuck that dude. It's only about 11pm. I've been on WAY later before... he shouldn't complain.
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Alright, well I've been thinking about this lately. I know that everyone here knows that in the end, we all die. Well I've been thinking about exactly where we go afterwards. Heaven? Hell? Do we even go anywhere at all? The thought of there being a "life after death" seems to make people somewhat happy and the thing is that we don't even know if there is such a thing. Well, many of you must have your own opinions from churches and stuff. I don't mean to say that they're lies, not at all, but we all have to understand that it's something we'll never know.
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Yes there's more to that topic. This morning I was watching tv and happen to flip to a channel where these two people were selling "Miracle Water" or something like that. It's suppose to make you happier, richer, closer to God, and give you a cozy little place in "Heaven". The guy who was advertising it was going way over the top. I mean, he was pratically saying that we'd be "wandering souls" if we didn't buy the water. Then, my favorite part, they showed little interviews of people who supposedly bought the product and have, since then, lived good lives. DAAAAMN! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! Lies! Fucking lies! Damn you fucking liars and damn the idiots who believe them. It's fucking water, it won't make your damn life better.
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Ah, well enough of that. I'm saddned because my pen-pal seemed to fotget that I existed. Ha, "pel-pal". That sounds awesome. I'm actually looking for a new one. I refuse to say that on anyother website because I actually have a bit more "trust" here. Maybe I can buy anthrax from terrorist and send it to him...
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Damn... it's so hot over here. It was in the 80s I think. I already showered but I think I'll take another one before I go to bed. Luckily we have an air conditioner upstairs... we won't roast.
I've noticed that a lot of people are trying to get into what's "in" right now. From what I can see, being "goth" or "emo" is what's cool. It's somewhat insulting watching people trying to act like something they're not (fucking poseurs) but in a way, it's extreamly entertaining. They try ever so desperately to fit in with people and don't be themselves. It's sad.
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Well I think that I'll go now. I wonder if anyone if on AIM... stay up people! >.<
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11:15pm
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Oh God that Vladimir dude is snoring so fucking loud. It's like a gorilla having an orgasm.
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