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Thursday, October 19, 2006


   Thinking.... a lot....
Errm... thinking. A lot. It hurts me.


Umm... I don't know what to say. It's 5:40pm here. I'm in the computer room. My fingers are cold as hell. My throat hurts. I have school tomorrow. I want to talk to someone. No one seems to be on. No one would want to talk I'm sure. Coughing. Listening to music. Trying to stay warm. Thinking about the boy who went to the hospital today at school. Thinking why it couldn't be me. Thinking about the lady who had a heart attack at school. Same as above. Too young to have one I'm sure. Thinking about the boy who broke his collar bone at school 2 days ago. Painful, but still wish it was me. Thinking about the boy who cracked his head open 4 days ago at school. Can't imaging how that'll feel. Thinking about the other 3 accidents that happened this week at school. Wondering how retrded some people can be. Thinking about the other 9 accidents that happened only about 2 weeks ago. Still thinking of those idiots. But wishing it was me. Thinking that I have the dance tomorrow. The music will suck. Thinking about Courtnie. She understands me. She's moving. Thinking about how my grades suddenly dropped. All A's. Now some Cs. Thinking about Kevin. I love you. Don't you know that? Thinking about my sister. Her teacher is a racist. Thinking about my mom. And her boyfriend. Who the hell is he. He doesn't even speak English. Thinking about eating dinner. Rather have some tea. Good for a sore throat. Thinking about how sleepy I am. Coffee seems to hate me these days. Thinking about how my friends at school think I'm going emo. I'm not. But people make me feel like I should. Thinking about how long this is. I think too much. It makes me sad. See you.

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