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Sunday, December 17, 2006

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God... the sudden feeling of total sadness. It's horrible. Knowing that I'll have to stay home for about 2 weeks during Winter Break just makes me want to kill myself. I hate it here so much. All that there is are fights, fights, fights. Everyday. I can't even get a moments peace in my own room without something happening. I don't want to stay here.

I've figured out that the only 2 places where I am honestly happy and at peace are online(where there are more people like me), and in my sleep. I love to sleep. But I usually find myself not being able too. Only in my dreams is where I can be whatever I want and nothing matters. Even in school, life is horrible. Too many people. Most all of them are egotistical, ignorant bastards. They all make life there horrible. No one seems to understand me either. I can only pick out a few people who I can have a real conversation with. I mean, a REAL conversation, not some pointless waste of time and breath with people who pretend to be like you. Who pretend to have real problems.

.... damn those fucking bastards..





Irene, if you're reading this, I'm sorry. Please remember what I told you. Just get it through your head. I don't know if you'll read this, but I'm so sorry. There's nothing I can do for you anymore. If you want to go back, then do it. You KNOW what will happen if you leave.
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I'll keep you alive if you keep me alive.
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