Friday, December 22, 2006

Another gloomy day...
It's been like that for the past few days, not that I hate it or anything of course. It always looks like it'll either rain or snow but it doesn't. Which is gay. Because I love them both... so much.

So here I am. Thinking again. Today I don't feel like I should share anything with anyone. So I won't discuss any situations currently going on. Instead, I'll just discuss what is currently going through my mind.

My friend asked my once if I knew what the purpose of life is. I've been talking to some people and they have made me believe that my existance is meaningless. Not that I didn't think that way before, but now I'm just reassured about it. This is my opinion, which you don't need to believe... but just bear with me please.
Life is what you make it is what someone told me. Which, means that you work to make a life for yourself, I think. Other people have told me that everything we know is just a dream. Nothing is real. I actually believed that my life is like that. You know? Kind of like a movie. There's a beginning and an end... and not a single damn thing about it is real. Things along those lines have helped me come to my conclusion about the age old question. I would like to know other people's opinions, but I fear getting a ton of hate PMs damning me for not believing whatever they believe in... or trying to convert me to whatever religion. I hate people like that. My opinion is my opinion. Respect it, and I'll respect yours. But now I feel like I'm covering some whole other theme, so back to what is important, to me, at the moment.

Though I believe that life and our existance is pointless, one of my friends has given me something to really think about. It doesn't really change my opinion, but it does give me a hint... a small hint of doubt in my thoughts. Our world is fucked up right now, which adds on to my hate for everything. So this is why, my friend thinks we should at least try to make it... a bit... better. Not necessarily for us because most people in the world right now are power hungry, arrogant, unintelligent pieces of shit, but instead for the upcoming generations. The innocent people who don't deserve all of the crap and misery that this world has at the moment.

I don't know if you would call that a purpose. Maybe it is. Maybe it's not. I guess it really depends on what kind of person you are, but it's your life not mine...
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