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Friday, March 17, 2006


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hey i told yall ill finnish later so im going to now...i feel like total shit...i hate my life and almost everyone in it... i woke up feeling like this so it's not really anyone's fault... i just do... well i talked one of the only ppl i really care about anymore today so im not feeling quite as bad but it still wont go away... i really dont know whats worse having a family who totally hates you or not having one at all... sometimes i wish i dident have one at all...i mean than i wouldent have ppl to tell me to be more like all my friends that i bring over and not like myself... i mean thats all they want from me is fo me to totally change my whole way of thinking...mabey i should mabey i should just rethink myself and be what they want me to be... mabey thats why im so fucking screwed up in the head mabey thats why my b/f dosent even want me anymore...it's so fucked up... he talks to my little sister more than he talks to me...well i guess thats what i get for being so stupid i mean i should have known that he'd realise that he deserves someone smarter prettier and whatecer more than me...ok so heres the top ten things i hate about my life and me
1)i dont belong
2)im ugly
3)im not smart
4)everyone in my family wants me to be something im not
5)im never good enouph
6)i complain too much
7)not verry many of my friends are real
8)i hate me
9)im sad all the time and have no clue why
10)i cry too much///
in no order

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