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Tuesday, September 18, 2007


   Last Night I Dreamed You Didn't Love Me.
I've been tired all weekend. It hasn't been a very good weekend. One of my coworkers called with bad news. She lost a close family member. I feel terrible for her because she's really nice and dosen't deserve this. So she's out of work for a couple of weeks at least. The rest of us are going kind of nuts to figure out a way to cover all shifts. That's the trouble with having such a small staff. Lose one person, everything falls apart. So pretty much anytime I'm not at school, I'll be at work. I'm already getting tired. I don't know if it's because of too much work or if I'm getting sick or what, but I just want to sleep a lot. I almost fell asleep driving home the other day. Scary..

In addition to that, I did some thinking about things. And people. I thought about those too. And feelings towards people. I've been learning in my Game Theory class about "Prisoner's Dilemma" and learning to make outcome matrices and choice matrices. It's a complicated thing, so I won't bother explaining much. It basically has to do with what your choice should be in a situation where you know that your opponent in the game is going to make a certain choice and not change his mind. But anyways, I think you can apply the same theories to games of the heart. To some extent anyways. Sometimes you can win at games, but sometimes you lose. Sometimes it's a draw and both players win. As I see it, now that I've got a choice matrix on paper, my odds of coming out on top don't look very good. Still have to play the game though. Have a good week. Rock on and out and all that good stuff..

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