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Saturday, May 7, 2005


"We're all style over substance and/
We're pride reluctance to the bitter end/
So give me passion over reason/
Give me something to believe in/
And I'll be content..." -J Englishman (More)

Bad news: didn't really have the urge to smile today.
Good news: Didn't cry anymore.
Well, just call me 'Puff'. Heheh. This morning, me and my puffy eyes managed to get my stupid multicolored contacts in (miraculously!) in time for my Union meeting. But they only lasted about that long and were getting kinda itchy partway through. Resisted the urge to scratch. Thankfully it was a short one this month and I came home and took 'em out. Then I spent 5 hours alternating between sleeping and thinking about stuff. That'll learn me to cry like that! I don't know why I'm still being all emotional anyways...

I had a good chat with a couple of friends last night. So, there's me typing messages to my friend Dean and I can barely see because I'm still crying. He's never seen me like that before in all the years I've known him. I don't think he knew quite what to say. But he's a good guy. He lives kinda far away now, and I miss him a lot. That's the problem with chatting. You just want someone to be there to give you a hug, but they can't. And Dean gives damn good hugs.

And I find it really amazing the lengths that people will go to cheer others up. You guys are great, I am lucky to have you. Thanks for all the encouragement, virtual hugs and for just being around, oh, and for making me laugh again too (Winn, that means you). Alrighty then.. *drowns in sap*
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So, here's a hug from me to you! I can't help it. The sap has got me!! I don't think I can go back to war Sita, I love people too much! Gah!!

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