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Sunday, May 22, 2005


  What's this river I'm in/
New Orleans is sinking man/
And I don't want to swim..." -The Tragically Hip (New Orleans is Sinking)

I admit it, I'm not very good at being a girl. I'm what they call a 'guy's girl'. I like beer, playing video games and watching basketball. I don't dress like a girl and most of the time, I don't act like one either, so maybe I deserve exactly what I get. Most of my friends just happen to be guys. But (and this is the product of another reflective day) I don't want them to forget that I AM a girl and that I might like to be treated that way once in awhile. (It's a little known secret that my dream is to have guys kiss my hand when I arrive someplace) Anyways, most of the girls that hang out with us with are overly girly and just act stupid and ditzy for attention (or maybe they actually are that dumb) and that irritates the hell out of me because it works, for god's sake! I mean, there's this one girl I know who leaves every party with a different guy. She's a perfectly nice girl, but come on!! There is no friggin' way that I'm going to start talking in that high pitched valley girl voice (except to mock) or acting all out of character. No! You can't make me! I just get so frustrated when I see girls acting helpless or weak to get a guy's attention. Is it just me, or does that actually work?! I've had to get up and leave the room in order to keep from speaking my mind. It gets to the point where I can't take it anymore and I just want to smack 'em and say "You're being an idiot! Cut it the hell out!" But I suppose that would be 'out of character' too, since I at least try to be a nice person. Maybe I'm just being overly dramatic about this...

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