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Wednesday, October 5, 2005


   "Feel heavy/
Once Felt it... Hard/
Question an answer/
For a thousand days/
Give birth to the Earth/
Then let it drift away..." -I Mother Earth (Levitate)

Tuesday night, and I should probably be doing my reading for class tomorrow afternoon. But I just can't concentrate. Especially now that I know my grade from the Apocalypse test I took on Saturday... *sigh* not good guys... not good at all.. It's just too bad that after I took it, I FELT good about it, only to later discover that I actually got a.. well.. I don't think I really need to announce it here. (insert expletives) I don't have enough memory for dates of things that happened a couple of thousand years ago, or names of a hundred dead kings or the thousands of people they slaughtered. I also don't really give a damn.

So what do I do? I can either stick it out and try and make it through the next test and the 3000 word paper, (I got my 300 word one back and, acording to the prof, I @#$%ed that up too. Just super.) or I could drop out at the last minute, but still have to pay the tuition. I guess a third option would be to just fail the course. Don't really want that one, but hey, you never know. Maybe my GPA can handle taking a dive. I don't really have high hopes for graduating anytime soon anyways, if at all...

Anyways, I'm sorry to bore you with a cynical, 'poor me' type post. It's just a discouraging situation. I'll be just fine. No worries.. no worries.

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