Thursday, April 26, 2007

if u ex told u this......
well i just wanted to tell u how i felt, i realy missed what we had i was a retard for leaven u. like i said i cant get u out of my mind... u rememba when i said maby we can hook up at the voke well i surly didnt forget. i have relisd i fuck up in my life one with leaven u 2 drugs, 3 im a horable person. but i want to change all that. u dont even know, im not even with u and i feel something, idk its like before, like when ever u see me lookin at u from across the table im just thinkin of the good times we had, fun times and stuff, and if u r wonderin i left sarah* for this no i left her cuz what told her anyway i was thinken of u like a month after we broke up i just felt like u hate me so i didnt tell u sooner, i just had to tell u i had to get this out... do what u want and peace...

names were changed*

i dunno wat to say or do....
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Wednesday, April 4, 2007

   just a little piece i came up with ^_^ wat do u think?
The dream is over
And the last shots were fired
The eulogy repeated seems so uninspired
The casualties were counted
And were the only ones dead

Brother I'm drowning in
Our own blood we've lost

But I've heard the ghosts in these bottles
Will sing our song long after we've gone

So let's own this
That we broke this, here's to the end
So let's face it but embrace it
Here's to the end
Goodbye my friend

The trenches won't be the same without you
Your memory will always be there
I know exactly what everything
You went through
Remember I was right there next to you

And I wish the ending was
As beautiful as the story

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Sunday, April 1, 2007

   been awhile! i know! but hey a girl gets to be busy ya know!
so ya! i'm still kinda gettin use to this and all! so well lets see what it their to talk about! hmmmm...well let me tell you about myself! ok that sounds good! (i like to talk to myself) anyways....uhhmmmmm....i like to play guitar! music is my life! i have a n awsome twin brother who is a gay transvetite! (we are identical their for he looks like a girl and people think he is me yeah...it get annoying bt i love him!) i live wit my dad and my twin bro zach, my older sis jen and stephanie,my older bros ricky and franky i have my little bros xander(x is pronounced like a z) my lil bro tyi and max(both twins...yeah big family..lotta twins here...>,< unfortunetly i have to love them! lolz jk! yeah uhhh what else what else....i am a punky lil shit, love rick and metal music! hang out with the outcasts, punks, goths, emos and people like that! i have like a hand full of prepy jock friedns because i do sports like softall, lacross, soccer, wreasling, football, basketball, and track! yes very active! which leads to my build, i hame 5'5", have an average build(not skinny, but not fat i'm in da middle!), i love to eat mac and cheese, spagetti, and just about anything! i like to cook! i like art! i am an ok drawer :/ but i love to write! things like songs an poems and stories are my kinda literature (spelling isn'yt my thing though) i am single! XP i've only had like one bf! sad i know! well that all i have to say! so tell me about your selves!? what do u like and all that shit! (ps i like to swear alot!) ok have a good day!

~xAxBeautifulxLiex~
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

i did it! go me!
woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooooooooooo! i did it! >,< !,,! sweetness! ^_^

THANK YOU DeadxOnxArrival !!!! U SOOOO ROCK MY SOXZ!
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

   uhhhh hii!
uhmmmm how do u get a bg up and all those really cool things i saw everone elses site? i wanna try to get that stuff but i dunno how?^^" i'm hopeless with this stuff....>,< help plz! ^_^
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another song
this is something i thought up in school let me know what u think ^_^

He was her bestftriend
the one who made her
laugh when she didn't
feel like smile
Made her feel like talkin
when all she wanted to do
is star up at the tiles
He made her who she is today
but now he's gone and she's
all alone

i dunno i just got a block, i fergot the rest...i'mm post it later if i can! kk ^^"

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Sunday, March 11, 2007

   our first song our band ever sang ^_^ what do u think? it kinda started out as a lil poem i made ^^
If I Knew

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

If I knew it would be the last time
surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an over sight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

If I knew it would be the last time
There will always be another day to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

If I knew it would be the last time
But just in case I might be wrong,and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.

If I knew it would be the last time
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

If I knew it would be the last time
So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

If I knew it would be the last time
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

If I knew it would be the last time
to hold your loved ones close today,and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

If I knew it would be the last time
to take the time to say "I'm sorry," Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today...

(copyright@xaxbeautifulxliex)
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